stinginess

with this in mind, my whole life will change.

3 days until next year

Job hunting. once again will begin tomorrow

actuallyi'll make it after new years. that way it'll be psychologically starting "fresh"

lol

instead today i caught up on naruto anime (2 eps), umm lol and then. played with lightroom a bit, attached another monitor to my laptop so i can have two screens for better like looking. i think i watched a movie. can't remember. no i didn't watch a movie today. yeh and then continued on to start googling ow to use lightroom. video tutorials rock. lol but usually you hav to pay for it.

but its basically just like a lecture at school. excpet its free, and its limited, unless you pay, or find free ones lol

and yeh was looking through my europe pictures, and also thinking about how i shoudl present my photos lol. like what exactly i want to get across to the audience, whethere there IS an audience or not, etc. coz even for myself i have to organise it in a way which is nicely accessible but yeh. so i have to decide whether the originals stay in their original files, then i have lightroom to mange them. in a way lightroom is similar to picasa, i believe it (lightroom) is much better, with much more functions which make it at the start more confusing lol. but yeh will have to think about that. i wanna get all this stuff sorted, since my photos will accumulate as time passes, and if i dont' think of some way to manage them besides jsut copying them all and listing them in "folders", i still need to edit the ones which have say a light which I didn't like. ALthough yes, I previously would argue that its just art which has been directly taken from the camera, which is all good and stuff, but with this technology I have acquired, I feel that i can make it into a better piece of art to my liking. like if some people in the picture had a "red eye", then one can definitely call it art that they have red in their eyes, but obviously in an "objective" view thats just a weak camera or whatever.

its like how the mind evolves, and art will also evolve. from describing something as art, which indeed it is, but then evolving due to new perspectives, simply wanting to develop that art with these digital editing programs, it is still art.

lol was just seeing if i had the abiliity to argue that poitn in words. i gues noone really cares anyway.

program

went on bt last night and found adobe lightroom 3

installed that. when i have time will play with that stuff, heard good things about it quite excited.

also did some research (by research i mean wikipedia/google) on video editing programs. ended up bting adobe premiere pro cs4. cs5 woudl've been too gangder for my computer and my level of usesage lol. infact the pro is already too gangder, elements would've probalbly been better. well i dled another video editor, but installed premiere pro. Apparently its used by like hardcore movie makers and has been used to make movies, and other shows (once again according to wiki).

The downside of course is my computers rather old age, its RAM capacity is not enough nor is its processors speed. which is quite disappointing I guess, since something like windows media player, if that shit gave me lag, then im pretty sur esomehting like adobe woudl give me even more lag.

but yeh one thing i noticed was that yeh you can indeed bt many many programs these days, with decent dl rates.

like back in the day when i knew bt i never dled programs because they had shitty seeds and it was just so tedious to have to make sure something was real, and also download it. But now everyones sharing shit, which is pretty good i guess (for the less rich).

So once again I did not do anyh job apps today lol. tomorrow!

query

oh btw, is anyone tech head enough to explain to me why the fuck my C: drive uses up 133 gb; when a select all, right click, properties of all the files reveals files and folders adding to 110 gb (hidden files shoudl be on). like ok hibernation takes up 2gb and shit. but what the fuck, 20 gigs of space unaccounted for? (or rather my intelligence shrouds my ability to comprehend where the fuck this space has gone)

it woudln't be shiting me if my hdd wasn't 140gb large in size lol. and so the perofrmance of my laptop is slowing down. which is kinda shitting me lol. i really ceeb reformat. need to apply for jobs.

and like i have externals, but dam my pictures take up too much space lol. it gets inconvenient to run just like pictures from an external lol. meh i guess this is the result of over-indulging in technology lol

story for the kids

another shit story

today went to ikea to eat breakfast

i was alreayd half dead. couldn't sleep

tried to make myself tired by watchign movies till 3 rolled in bed for like two-three unsuccessful hours

so i went to eat like 2.95 breakfast with mum and dad at like 10

and tag a long with them for some shopping

which was ok sincei haven't done so for a while.

then while we're walking around , i feel this need to take a dump. but im like oh ok. not desperate atm, since i have a fair level of control. lol

so was at coles and i was like fucking lol shit attack. and so i walked tensely towards the toilet. it didn't help that my muscles were still sore from thursday training.

and i could feel it wasn't just a fart. if i unclenched anymore shit would really come out. so keeping my ass clenched i walked into the toilet which was conveniently right next to coles.

the inconvenience was the occupied cubicle and the alternative out-of-order one next to it. that was rather inconvenient.

Deciding that yeh I can hold out for a bit, I won't dirty the out-of-order one, i decided to wait. i don't think i've ever waited to take a shit in a public place. im pretty good with control. and coincidentally if i am needy, i don't need to wait. but here im thinking. oh my god. my ass was becoming really uncertain about its ability to hold in what wanted to come out.

then i started thinking. omg this guy in there. but then i had this mental battle with myself about me controlling this shit, and theres no need to panic, coz like this guy couldn't possibly know i needed to take a shit, should just let him be. well a lot of thoughts crossed my mind, even some scenarios. but i was certain that i would not need to use the out-of-order toilet, and i coudl clench some more. at this stage the clench was a full on clench, there was no longer internal forces holding the shit back, it was full on external ass muscles. i could feel it.

In the art of faeci secretion my ability to understand the internal properties of the particular batch is quite adept. But this was a weird one.

So anyway the guy walks out. some asian man with glasses, and im just thinking take your fucking sweet time. but decided not to flame him too much coz he coudlnt' have known i was on the verge of exploding. so in i go.

and boom release.

was good.

but felt weird.

details probalbly unecessary.

lol

but from those details i became confused.loll now in my head im thinking how interesting this topic woudl be to everone.

ok so anyway we then continued our way to another place. and i again needed to release an aftershock. my impatience has its side effects.

so the aftershock i decided to wait it out, but then it was just pscyhological which pisses me off, coz after the first release the feeling you have that theres more slowly disappears, and usually i acknoledge this and gtfo, but yeh i ended up playing quadrapop on my phone lol.

but yeh.

this was probalbly the most significant thing that happened to me today. thought i shoudl share it.

besides seeing a really decent checkout chick at ikea.

oh the moral of the story is. ikea food... think twice. personally i really think it was the ikea food.

actually it could've been the really shitty coffee that came with it. coz it basically hot milk and "coffee". and hot milk is my digestive arch-enemy. well you coudl say friend since it basically just comes out too fucking soon after in a very inconvenient form.

lawl

Australia ftw

finished

finished. feeling is overatted.

had insomnia thinking about my excitedness and what i coudl do.

overrated

tired. lots stuff to apply for and do before leaving. so hectic.

meet up tomorrow yes?

GEM's new album

is fail.

shes still hot though :D

aftereffects of fail exam

LOl omg.

hot day,

humid day,

early wake up

late sleep

SPECIFIC FUCKIGN QUESTIONS

worst shit out.

i actually studied hard for this exam, iw as quite happy with my scope of knowledge and thye come and pull these random specific tricksy shit on me.

half the shit i studied wasn't in the fucking exam. fuck them. seriously.

what the fuck are they trying to prove man.

what the fuck.

i bought the fuckgin textbook for 137 dollars read it, i fuckign read the text book . well the certain chapters relevant.

full made notes, fucking went through questoins heaps and slides made my own notes. and shit AND WTF DO THEY GIVE ME. SOME BULL SHIT SPECIFIC BULLSHIT based on randomp shit thats not on the fucking course. WHAT THE FUCK.

seriously.

what the fuck.

finance major. hope i dont' have to repeat subject next sem.

hayfever bit me again today fucked me up real good

thanks.

aftereffects of successful exam

ok so chinese was a breeze lol

topic was something like

一场精彩的演出。 - a very intriguing performnace

and although nothign to do with my essay.

i tweaked it a bit - coz basically the story is about the boy that has aweosme bringing up but gets emotionally fucked when his parents die. and then i comment about it in like one paragraph at the end of the piece saying how people have weaknesses and i will overcome them.

well in the exam i just say the story that i wrote was a play/act and i was overwhelmed. i basically just added one sentence to link it lol

prtty good.

-exam fun fact

my seat number was 755, and iw as so excited when i went in, that i went and sat at 744, and then sat down got my shit and felt good. and was like aweosme. and this was like the front seat of everything. lol and then some dude says hey i thik this is my seat, and im look at my hand and it says 755, and then i look at the tag it says 744, and im like oh "woops, my bad" but really happily for unkwon reason, so basically i just fooled myself. lol i apologise again and proceed to find my seat, while people are wondering why the fuck did i just get up lol.

anyway then i came home and did jack shit of rlike 7 horus. well actually im still doing jack shit.

this is disapointing man. i was relaly tired when i got hom, but now im really not in like study mode. i dunno why. its weird. its acutally quite weird. i mean well yeh.

the amounts of time i porn during exam period is like massive fluctuation compared to normal. dunno why. but its not study that turns me on. or maybe its like some sor tof reward system. lol or maybe lack of seeing girls dunno.

my pre exam essay composition

无名孩子

在一个雾蒙蒙的早上，他躲在空荡荡的房子里，精神又空虚又烦闷。从窗口透进的一线阳光，穿过烟头发出的烟雾，照着一副相片。一位头发乱蓬蓬，却有着面孔使人喜爱的君子，旁边站着一位美丽娇艳的姑娘，中间坐了一个样子轻狂的小孩，抱着当时最疼爱的洋娃娃。

对平常人来说，他的前景显得十分优越。家中的生意向来都顾客盈门，从达到墨尔本此今他父母生活得一帆风顺。他也享受到高等的教养，在家里也有几位工人又早到晚伺候他，服侍他。

他很开心，很满足，使别人羡慕。有了万世师表的教师，他父母及他们严密的监督，仿佛是塑造出了一个鹤立鸡群的人才。

可惜，好景不长，意外免不得。在反复无常的天气下，一双完善的父母被狂风暴雨出了车祸，离开了人间。

这件事对他有极大心理的影响。他再三对自己解释：“只是一场梦，醒了之后就会没事，醒了之后，他们就会活生生地站在我前面。”饭又不吃，人又不见，连银行财经的工作都停止了，每天都是这样过，无所事事地躲在房子里。

看他凄凉惋惜的样子，困在房子里，亲朋戚友想方设法都无法解除他的抑郁。

尽管收到最丰富的监督，最好的学历，但人此中都有弱点。我要意识到我的弱点，面对它，接受它，解除它。我不会像这位无名孩子一样，躲在自己的世界，自暴自弃。

so basically, im gonna rewrite this essay no matter what topic comes up. lol

hopfully it works :D

in the club

I’m so fucked up. They took my I.D. I don’t know anyone here. Are you getting another bottle? This is MY song! I came here to see you. I’m so hung over. He’s my boyfriend, you have to let him in. Where’s the bathroom? Can I borrow your wristband? I love this bar, it’s like Cheers. They party harder in Europe. He creeped me out. Can we smoke in here? I know the DJ. Where is there to go on a Saturday? Is he gay? I’m not paying to get in. My phone’s dead. I’m not photogenic. I added you on Facebook last week. Where’s the afterparty? I only drink sugar free Red Bull. I love you. Let’s go get breakfast. I work here. How are you getting home? The drinks are so expensive here. How’s my make-up? I don’t have to drink to have fun. Oh my God, it’s so hot downstairs. Excuse me, where’s coatcheck? I only have 2 dollars for a cab. I’m on the list. Lady Gaga is here. I never go to Brooklyn. I can’t drink tequila. Sorry, I don’t play hip-hop. Get her some water. This party was over 6 months ago. I can’t believe what time it is already. She hates me. You want a bump? My shoes hurt. You took my picture 3 years ago. Where can I get some of the ‘White Lady’? We broke up last week. I have to work tomorrow. I’m so fucked up.

whenever someone says any of above to you... you need to tell them...
bitch shut the fuck up

burned out, demotivated, confused, can't be fucked, opportunity cost, realisation of fuckedness

i can't be fucked lol.

i wake up at 12 today after sleeping at like 3 after 5 hours of random net surfing. and now i can't be fucked. lol i haven't done anythign yet. lol fucking hell.

this is the burn out phenomenon. the thing that fucks me up every time.

actually no im going to study now.

such a nice day.

fucking hell

highs & lows

feeling pretty low right now... things were looking good for me, but yesterday i travelled to globe warehouse, got there. spent like 20 minutes... and hurt my left wrist (again? did i hurt my right wrist last time? can't remember). couldn't sleep... hurts like shit,
i think i'll be out for at least 3~4 days. I can't even lift my left hand at the moment.

I guess it gives me more time to do other shit such as: get new passport, book flight, finish off all the AIESEC work for the year... the company has being lagging, and i'm almost at my deadline and everyone is calling and nagging me lolz... some guy from south africa called my home phone at 8am asking for an interview and i was like DUDE... how did you get my number.
and another guy called my mobile at 2am... fml.

going roy morgan tmr lolz $$ hopefully i just get a briefing and go home, will apply for more volunteer soon,

the videos have being going quite sweet, i got shitloads of footage to sort out.... woo iphone 4 hd woo...
signing off.

j@ck.

archiving

lol so i was taking a break from studying, instead of watching porn, watching movie, reading manga, chatting to people, doing whatever else is possible to procrastinate,

i went through my portable harddrive to chekc out my old files. i don't rmember hwy.. i was tryign to free up space. lol yeh so i've been saving every single piece of schoolwork since year 7. coz thats what my sister did as well. so naturally i copeid her.

and i found this relaly fucking interesting piece of english creative writing for year 8. which basically expressed my feelings about the day in really lols english. it was like 4 thousand words long. im quite surprised myself lol. (i have'nt changed that much)

and i also found some other stories. lol man its so good to read back on that shit and laugh at yourself lololol. as i will with this blog one day. as i have with xanga etc. lol

but Esepcially the fact that my english was so lol back then. can't spell half the shit/express half the shit i want to say. and just using microsoft synonyms to have alternate adjectives which i clearly had no idea what it meant.

yeh kinda wish i had made a document every yera about the shit going on.

coz i've forgotten. like half the shit i recall without evidence is not necessarily true anymore, coz people forget shit. lol and i happen to be such an entity.

and theres that period where i thought it d be fun to learn to forget thigns. because it seemed so much more difficult than trying to remember things.

i reckno they're equally matched.

like remembering large bits of information can be difficult eg exams. forgetting something embedded in your memory is quite difficult like your name. lol i reckon the latter is more difficult lol

but i guess for the sake of the corporate world such hobbies wouldnt' be exactly ideal; nevertheless its something i can fuck with on the holidays. :D

exam prep

i notice that i haven't been hating on anything lately.

thats coz im a peaceful person.

my study is planned and ready.

applying for

JET program because it will be luls if i go to japan.

i just wanna get outa melbournes if i dont' have a job. as if stay here to bum.

i dunno if its lucky or not, but going to shanghai/hk 18/11-12/12 for funsies

will be cool with my new dvcam and my half alive camera (yes its half alive. optimistic me) though

oh and like less than 500 dollars to spend lolololol fucking. will be luls oh well hopefully when i come back, i find a job somewhere real quick, or just go out minimally. man even transportation costs money fuck me lol.

hopefully in chawna i'll get a 1tb hdd so i can have more space to put my shit. i have a lot of shit atm.

lolz

the end of ONE subject

woot finally finished my group report for anz.

that was one long fucking journey.

spent at least 10 hours a week with group meetings and shit and workign at home.

probably spent at least 30 hours EDITING only. liek fuckk. and its only fucking 60% lol so not worth the effort.

BUT NOW ITS DONE. 21,375words 117 pages. hohoho.

and now to nag the guy to give us reference letters :D

graduation

IM GRADUATING

17 December at 6:00pm

beat you all lolol

well actually i geuss not confirmed until i get my final restuls on december 10 lol

but yeh lol

re meetup

so like on second thoughts id like to study for the week so dont think ill make meetup this week lol.

to gamble

gambling is bad.

the game doesn't change, its only your mind that changes and feels confident/unconfident.

when you panic, shit fucks up and you die.

prepartion is imperative if you want to walk out alive and well.

the rules you set yourself must be abided by, and you must not forget them either.

it should not be a hope, a lifeline. it should be a luxury.

risk and return, risk and return.

the time value of money comes to play, that thought, and the consequent confusion and panic. The misundersatnding, the inexperience. money has a time value, speed you earn, speed you loose, relatively speaking, losing it is so much fuckign faster. thankfully, there are barriers to prevent further losses lol. but that winning feel, that adrenaline, the accomplished feel, although foolish, is so euphoric.

the compensation for your risk sounds so enticing. yet its the RISK that holds this heavy burden if you do incur it, whereby there is a GREATER chance you incur it.

A stable job first lol. before anything :D

I do not seek redemption lol.

Champions aren't made in gyms. Champions are made from something they have deep inside them: A desire, a dream, a vision. They have to have late minute stamina, they have to be a little faster, they have to have the skill and the will. But the will must be stronger than the skill.

- Muhammad Ali

work model

today was a good example of burn out.

if today was a model, it could describe my attitude towards a semester.

well i woke up late, lets exclude that. i got up at like 12. and then did 1 tute work, then ate lunch then did another tute work. now althoguht this tute work wasn't done hardcore sit down and do only tutework, i ended up finishing at like 4 or 5. which is like representing me having other things rather than school.

and then i read my lecture slides, and my computer fucking went really laggy and that was pretty annoying. and that just tlaks about the tehcnological problems i have every semester. and because reading my lecture slides were pretty slow, and like i skipped some of it, it represents me skipping class, and like yeh slowly burning out.

so then i start surfing the net and just procrastinating in general. that is just burn out.

oh forgot to mention i applied for jobs before reading the second lecture. so that represents me having other things to do, more important that school during the semester. lol

and at theend after my shower, i just ceeb and continue surfing, even though i shoudl've done some writing on my 20k report. that probablly represents... my ceebness.. like the 20k report was my goal. originally i wanted to work on it. and it can represent exams. so basically im just sleeping on it tonight, saying i'll do it tomrorow. lol pushing things, i think theres a technical term, but yeh.

i reckon its a fair representation of my appraoch to a semester at uni lol.

melbun marathon volutnerr

had to leave my house at 4:15am today to volunteer, epic luls.

there was no milk in my fucking fridge. i was quite upset.

so i ate two banans

and grabbed a juice box.

it was pretty cold outside not like chattery cold. but chilly cold. lucky wasn't super windy.

but yeh.

skills utilised today include:

stamina. for standing so freaking long

teamwork with other people in my team; we were teh clothes storage unit for competitors to deposit their bags/stuff before the race and pick up afterwards.

communication to tell them about whats happening, and what to do

enthusiasm for smiling and wishing them luck and then congratultating them.

i woudlnt' mind running the 10km next year

or even half marathon lol

some of the runners are so freakn skinny its like they're purely trained in just their respirotaroy system coz they obviously lack any bulk.

there was were decent chicks as well. it was good.

henry's birthday

i think to celebrate your birhtday, god gave us a day of sun and rain to symbolise

the broad range of love people have for you.

lol yes thats how it shoudl be interpreted.

lols applying randomly

lol today i had this presentation for my business practicum subject; the one with 60% 20k report due at the end no exam.

and the presetnation was 10%

and i had it all memorised and shit, and then i had like this 3 second memory blank during it. and it was gg lol

anyway we had a group meeting afterwards, and one of my group members had applied for this hsbc role in hk as a management graduate program of some sort lol and she said she was juts applying for fun, and i was like well since group meeting is in like 1 hour, i'll apply for fun as well. lol

so i just apply simple process my resume wasn't even up to date, but you can update it on your profile, and it was submitted!

2 minutes later i get this email telling me to complete this attitude test, im like cool! lol so i do that which has like 50 random questions from shl regarding attitude stuff, really random.

lol

and then soon after i get another test to complete! im like lol wtffffff. coz my friend it took her 3 days to get her test.

so i go home and do the english verbal reasoning one. my friend got up to there and said that they will just randomly clal her, and it was strange she didn't get the numerical one. and guess wha i got the numerical one as well. im like wtfffff lol.

it was pretty lols. my hopes still aren't high, as these position that i applied for is open to all international studesnt(non hk) so thats like massive competition lol.

but whatevers for fun! lol it was pretty epic lol. epic surprise.

but other job shits are just fails. i shoudl concentrate more on my studies lol

ticket incident

So i was catching the train to ashburton. and because i was feeling all model citizen and shit i decided to validate my ticket on the way there my 2 hour. this was like 3 oclock. and i was like ok i'll validate it.

and it said it woudl expire at 6.

so thats all good and shit.

on my way back. lol i caught like some 6:08 from ashburton and was like sigh what are the chances that ticket inspectors will be there and shit righ.

but its a friday. i.e. everone travles out to the city on friday, and they love to catch large populations and shit.

so on the platform i was like chills and stuff and i actually saw 3 suited people 2 male 1 female on the platform watchign people play tennis. and just when i got on the train i was like HOLY shit they're ticket inspectors. lol i coudl see their shiny badge, so i quickly walk into the next carriage instead, lucky i was in the middle sorta. and one of the male ones stayed at the door to watch the poeple get on. i hoped he did not sense me being suspcisious lol.

so i was liek fuck fukc fukc lol

so there was like 5 minutes of anxiety before the train pulled into camberwell. during which i decided to move down further into the carriage, and at the first stop, i even opened the door to peek out and see if he was coming so i could do a runner. lucky nothing happened.

and then when i reached camberwell i was a bit more relaxed, and then i thought please don't be inspectors at the doors. buti was chilled coz usually the one on the right is the largest one, for bikes and stuff and usually it sjust open anyway.

and i was halfway up the ramp with everyone going up and shit, and then i was like oh wtf its closed? and i quickly pretend im on the phone lol and then i even see a ticket inspector, so no jumping over or going closely behind for me. fuck fuck fuck.

lol

and then quickly call jack to tell him my dilemma.

and then decided to cach the next train (in 3 minutes) to auburn the next station up, where i coudl easily ride back from there.

and then this train towards lilydale arrives, and like a billion peopl get out and shit, and i remember how in flinders they usually just let you through because theres so many , and they don't want traffic jams and shit, so they'll just open that gate if you just show them yoru ticket. and this idea formed in my mind. coz i was in the risk averse mood lol.

so the next train towards flinders arrived and i was like ok im gonna do this. but then only lik 5 people got off lololol and iw as like fuck it ceeb. and i walked up the ramp with my bike.

and then i pulled my wlalet out, and then when i got to the place, i just whiped my ticket outand showed the guy,

at that moment i realised, theres so little people i probalbly would nomally just validat the fuckgin ticket, and i was like shittt. and then the ticket i showed him wasn't even a validated ticket, lol and i was liek "oh shit" and pulled out the validated ticket, and showed him, and i was like omgogmogmogmogmogg inside. lol

so i don't know whether it was because he didnt' read it properly, or because he felt nice, or because he didn't what time it was, or because he thought it hadn't expired yet, but either way he must've had some suspicion over the fact that i didn't simply put it in the machine and he let me through, and at that moment so many thoughts were going throguh my head. it was prety fuckgin crazy lol

so now i just assume it was because he thought it was around 6, or something like that, and just let me through. lol

but dam. lol.

at least i saved the ride back from auburn lol.

sudden wowage

My sister is such a beast lol

http://www.all-energy.com.au/Development_of_alternative_energy_sources_speaker_information.html#kan-bio

lol dam

i had no idea she was gonna give some presentation.

and her little blurb makes her sound so gangster

lol

fark lol

actually proud of her LOl. if im allowed to be.

another one!

Dear Jinn,

Thank you for the time taken to complete your application. When reviewing applications, we assess across a number of different areas to determine who will progress through to the next stage. We are currently progressing applicants who best align to the individual programs. While we were impressed with your application, due to the highly competitive nature of the program, we are unable to progress your application on this occasion.

While you weren't successful on this occasion, you may be eligible to reapply to the 2012 graduate program. Applications open for this program in early 2011. Please return to the Westpac careers website closer to this date should you wish to reapply.

We recognise the highly competitive nature of our graduate programs, and welcome all eligible candidates to apply to other roles of interest in the organisation. Please refer to our website for roles other than those offered through the graduate program:www.westpac.com.au/careers.

Unfortunately at this stage in the process we are unable to provide specific feedback about your application. We wish you all the best for your studies and your future career. Thank you for your interest in Westpac.

Kind Regards,

The Westpac Group Graduate Recruitment Team

so used to this.

this is why i dont' get jobs lol

If you have won any awards or scholarships in the past three years, please provide us with details.

I cannot think of any awards or scholarships significant enough to be listed in this box. However, I do not regard myself as an under achiever. I have had many intrinsic, personal achievements which I will be very willing to share with you in an interview.

What specifically attracts you to working in your preferred business groups at KPMG? How do you think working in these area will help you to achieve your personal and professional goals?

As I am not an accounting student, my opportunities in the available business groups are not as broad; however, by having the chance to experience these business groups, and learn about the other ones which I will be able to work in, I will be able to understand more about KPMG itself. I find that knowing the organisation is just as important as knowing your role.

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my jap tutor is the best.

like esriously shes so hot.

yesteyrday she came with her hair down

and it was so hot.

lol

like fuck

i was just like goddam.

fuck coudltn' keep my eyes off her lol

lol she said she was going to hairdressers and i was like aw but your hair looks relaly good

hohoho and she was just like no! lol

it was lollers

lol anyway she is full an inspiration when it comes to learnign jap

lol just to impress her and shit lolol :D

monday dinner?

7pm at clocks.

inspector incidents

lol going home yesterdya after my anz visit

on the tram

inspector is like are you comfortable there

with my two feeton the seats.

god blessed me

and then my health care card has been like expired for 2 weeks coz im too lazy to go to centrelink lol

god blessed me AGAIn lol

but he actually did.

coz i got no fine lol

sickk

and today inspected AGAIn lol wtfsssss on the tram again, but this time the guy didnt' ask for concession so that was chills lol.

must go to centrelink maybe monday lol

oh man i've been thinking so much thi week

but shit has been making more and mor snese

its suddenly like i came out of the dark and shit

and saw some light . im beginning to understand things. and i just solved this problem i had that i didn't know i had LOl

anyway

now i have to find a new venue to host my birhtday coz the venue i wanted previously doesn't host parties anymore.

need to go hunting in chapels or something hrm troublesome. lol

or house partay

lol totally no.

lol and so my sickness is over, but i must be weary and try and get enough sleep because i think thats the main reason i ever get sick lol. identify the problems and mitigate them. hohoho lol

today i applied for 3 graduate positions!! lol dun and bradstreet some credit firm, and BG group this gas company (2 positiosn)

sighsss lol still kinda demotivated. well i have 2 weeks to apply.

last

last mid sem break.

make the most of it studying and job hunting. and having some decadence loololol

sickness

i hate being sick

i hate the recovery period

i hate dust

i hate the runny nose

i hate the sore throat

i hate wasting time doing nothing

i hate that feeling everytime you swallow it feels like theres some gay shit stuck in your throat

i want to rip it out, get a hammer and mash it into liquid so that it knows how much i hate it.

i hate being bedridden

i hate not being able to do homework/assignments/study when i need to

i hate the idea of me spending all my time trying to recover thinking I will be good the next day, just to find out it didn't fucking happen.

if i replaced all the hates with love it'd still work lol i'd just be a bit werid.

ambition

LOl was looking at some old conversations

my preferences for uni LOLOLLOLO

1. 28341 Commerce/Law (Monash University, Clayton, F/T, P/T) (Type: CSP)
2. 38241 Medicine/Surgery/Medical Science (University Of Melbourne (The), Parkville, F/T) (Type: CSP)
3. 28031 Banking & Finance/Law (Monash University, Clayton, F/T, P/T) (Type: CSP)
4. 38101 Commerce (New Generation) (University Of Melbourne (The), Parkville, F/T, P/T) (Type: CSP)
5. 28321 Engineering/Law (Monash University, Clayton, F/T, P/T) (Type: CSP)
6. 28291 Commerce/Engineering (Monash University, Clayton, F/T, P/T) (Type: CSP)
7. 28201 Arts/Commerce (Monash University, Clayton, F/T, P/T) (Type: CSP)
8. 28621 Accounting & Finance (Monash University, Clayton, F/T, P/T) (Type: CSP)

rest in peace grandma.

I will come and visit you soon

should i join hmm

http://www.defencejobs.gov.au/army/Reserve/

always wanted to be conscripted lol

but now that its not compulsory.. dunno lol

soup

shoudl've saved it for now.

friday

FRIDAY 6pm clock

are u down henry?

for drinks...

and afterwards we got a 21st, feel free to rock up !!!

chillllaxxxxxxxx

overconfidence bias.

suffering from overconfidence bias.

lol

the midsems were ok

i dunno

whenever i answer a theory question

i just think. well in that current situation i couldn't have picked a better answer so i just feel confident lol. even if i was wrong lol

but yeh final semester. so i don't think i will just chills lol

so many things i still need to learn

my friend told me that its good to learn this stuff even if it doesnt' benefit my future. it just imrpoved your system of thinking. and thats true.

so i shoudlnt' just do nothing and think all is lost lol.

hepas to go lol

textbooks

last term of my uni life and i go and buy my derivatives securities textbook for 137

dollars.

MOtehr fucker

lol i bought accounting in first semester for lik 109 and had it there unopened until i decide dto sell it a year later.

i thought this DS textbook would help.

apparenlty not.

i have my midsem tomrorow.

doing past questions, the book doesnt' explain shit thoroughly enough.

like wtfffffff

man sigh. lol

you know what

i don't t'hink i even like finance at all. like the only reason i would learn this stuff so extensively would be becaus ei have a interest. but i have zero interest lol. i'd learn it to make moeny. but thats a large priority so im gonna learn it. like fuck man. my finance subject average is like so shit lol.

like fuck. what am i gonna do with my life.

sick of this studying shit. i read stuff and its just so like. like you have to make sense of what they're trying to say and shit. as opposed to just look at many examples. and side notes. thats what they should do to make things work. or maybe thats just the way my brain works. more hands on shit with side notes lol.

but its weird im still kinda unstressed about my mid sems tomororw. i dunno. i seem to be very relaxed about eveyrthing even though i know im fucked.

i don't think that is the greatest sign lol

me no monday

got two epic finance subject midsems on wednesday guys.

be free after this week lol

man fuck.

i got hit by another wave.

i try to not get hit.

i fucking try. maybe not trying hard enough.

fucking shit.

lols

ahhh gotta study anyways.

study study.

(L) paypal

so like set up a paypl account so i coudl buy that tat book

lol

and like when i set it up

they sent me TWELVE CENTS

LIKE HOLY SHIT.

thats the best.

like the twelve cents were like values which i would input to validate that it was my account lol

which is pretty sickkk lol

so yeh.

that was that.

pretty cool lol

but the book cost like 34.96 shipped. sigh at shipping lol its like a quarter of the price lol

domestic household food distribution issues

lol zz mum comes home from work

and starts flaming us for not eating the food in the fridge.

she cooked it and expects us to know what is meant to be eaten when she is not home. if we eat the wrong thing she complains that she wanted to leave it for later, if we eat something else she says she planned to have it for another meal.

either way it doesnt' work.

lol

she doesn't always leave a comprehensive note.

i tell her. but she never does it.

of if we do follow it, it always appears that we should've eaten something else as well.

well there are times when its right and she won't be like wtfffff. about 5% lol

same odds as picking up a 50 at a club/bar on a busy night.

lol

and even then theres generally something she loves to complain about

well its highly inconvenient for a kid trying to be a peaceful boy. with his life full of raging and temper, its a difficult task.

i bet its coz she takes out her stress from work onto her family

lol

highly likely

i would do that too problably.

how terrible lol

oh btw

check this out lols

wish i was rich

http://au.sports.yahoo.com/basketball/news/article/-/7807430/the-most-amazing-pool-basketball-shots-of-all-time/1/asc/97949/

monday meet

simon can't make it thoughs

40 hourfaminee

i just did a 41 hour no sleep sesh lol

wake up at 10am on thursday. intoxicate, distraught for 3 hours of "sleep" whereby the mind couldn't shut down, head out for ANZ visit, then come home shower and go for some sorry grandmaing

i must

learn to

sleep polyphasically

lol

will try it on the holidays

zzs lol

to persist

once

is not a crime.

fluency

usb returned!

so in the end i acutlaly lost it

at uni.

and some nice person handed it back in

how nice of them

also today, i received this book i had on hold for my business practicum subject

quite detailed.

was good.

and my bus arrived like exactly on time

lol

fluent day.

but so much shit to do still. farkkk these friday morning visits really shit me lol.

keywoding

http://www.careerfaqs.com.au/resume-cover-letter-tips/1548/keywords-powerful-resume

"Employers are becoming increasingly reliant on keywords to find appropriate job candidates – apparently more than 80 per cent of resumes are searched for job-specific keywords. "

lol fucking employers.

maybes thats why NAB VACATION WORK rejected me. like shitt. first roudn and i get rejected without anythign else. lol what is the fuckgin standard? lol

mondah

7pm ?

sleep experiment

earned 150

i didn't even sleep properly stayed awakeish for 2 hours, apparenlty i drifted in and out. results looked interesting

got a taxi voucher home

dead fucking tired lol

had 2 wires injected into my mouth, and 2 wires under my jaw. then all these electrodes attached to me. and had some air mask on my face to vary the oxygen intake lol was interesting experience.

i guess this 150 will go towards my camera repair..call up panasoic australia soon lol

just did my deutsche bank pscyhometric testing. fucking killing my brain lol dead tired. but got through. english fucked me up. i hate them cannot say ones. retardedness

still gotta read my lectures for tomororw godsss and try do my tute work.

must not fall behind.

logorama

lols pretty gangster

gg camera

man. lol

my camera broke.

the lcd has been like smashed i didt' know until i turned it on today. last time i used it was with jack at his place

and then when i rode home i must've accidentaly hit or something.weird impact.

but fuck the lcds completely unuseable

why the fuck

i liked that camera.

zz

warranty doesn't cover broekn lcds lol fuck them.

like i think i can still take photos and shit. but i can't see what it is and its hard for me to change settings lol .

AIESEC

Hello Jack,

I would like to congratulate you on becoming a member of AIESEC Monash Local Committee.

Your application and performance during interview was impressive and I genuinely believe that your involvement in AIESEC will greatly add value to the culture of our team and the local committee.

Welcome again to the world largest "change agent", AIESEC. Hope your journey with AIESEC would be a life-changing experience for you and the many other people that you will have an impact on.

Looking forward to working with you!

Cheers,

Celine

Man she smsed me at 3;40 after i got home from clubbing.

but YEAHHHHH finally got it, awesomeness! now to sign some contracts with corporations

pretty stoked !!!!

busyness

wow last semester ever and im doing pretty well lol (in terms of keeping uplol)

i've done al my tute works even though they're not marked and stuff and i can say im atm ahead of my stuffs. but i feel it looming up ahead.

esp my business one

working for anz will be interesting. i wonder if it helps me to get a job there

lol

that woudl be sweet

i feel so busy

lol

i think thats good

if i wasn't busy, my mind would wander, thats bad

Dear Karen,

I respect your decision and your judgement; I am sure there were many high quality candidates applying for this role. However, as I am a student and a soon to be fresh entrant into the workforce, would you be so kind as to tell me where my qualities and attributes did not meet your standards, or perhaps some advice onto where I could improve on application? This would be highly beneficial to me, and although perhaps of no direct benefits to you, at least you know there are people out there who are very intent on self improvement and are willing to sacrifice a fraction of their dignity in order to attain reasons for failure. I, in return will be highly grateful for your generosity, as you are undoubtedly a busy person.

King regards,

Jinn Kan

On Fri, Jul 30, 2010 at 5:05 PM, Careers @ Forethought wrote:

Dear Jinn,

Thank you for your application for the role of Casual Report Formatter at Forethought Research. I read your application with interest however I regret to inform you that on this occasion you have not been successful in attaining an interview. This is due to the number of high quality responses we have had to this position and is not a reflection on your skills and experience to date.

We wish you the best of success in your future career search.

Kind Regards

lol yeh thats right

first 6 hour day of uni

last night i went to watch inception it was interesting

i dislike theatres they make me dizzy

today i woke up half hour early so i could do some errands

at school

well just half an hour early

walked to the far away bus stop to catch my bus, because i missed the one close by

and then got to uni was a ncie day.

did my errands and went to my first of 3 2 hour classes lol. investments. 12pm JH mitchell theatre it waslike a business finance reuinion (save the room), like a micro or macro class, full lecture hall, and like many fmailiar faces lol. some new faces too. not many hot people though lol. disappointing.

Amazingly this was like the first calss where i sat in the back with friends, and coudl still take notes and understand the teacher. lol previously in the same situation i woudl just chat and stare in awe at the monotonous mutter of the lecturer and just wtf everything i saw and get distracted all too easily lol. so i guess i have improved on my listening skills.

and although it started late because the lecturer was technology inept, it ended early! because the lecturer was swift with his slides.

then i went to get my newspaper as per usual day and read about how the trains fucked up yesteyrday morning because some wire fucked up at like 5am in the loop and delayed over 400,000 people or someshit lol i was just like lol you fuckign fail. i would've been a nice mhs day lol

consequently i went to my Derivative secrutiies double lecture, also sitting with friends and also being able to absorb. you know the reason i was able to absorb so well was probalbly due to the fact that i read through these lectures both early in the week, and tried to understand the materials myself, and just got more information and reiteration from attending these lectures. it was good though, i coudl feel my brain functioning and understanding. it felt good.

Next came my chinese seminar. twas quite hilarious. last semester

my chinese calss was like 30 people plus, with like people grabbing chaiars from other rooms to explode the 6 table room. today i thoguht iw as late, walked in and was like wtfffff 2 tables 8 people lol. gfg. what happend to the fobs lol oh well. i guess better scaling for me.

it was a bit drainer ended up just chatting lol.

and then went to get invesmetn/DS notes off my friend who got like 86 for DS and left the exam hall half hour early lol wha ta beast. lol fucking hugeness lol. so with that done, and my eyes dangling out of their sockets due to the large amount of materials i received i headed towards uni again to attned the first english langauge tutorial session as part of a welfare program; i myself being the tutor of course lols.

did some free loader activity with the food, and well we were meant to be partnered up with two students, there were quite a few tutors, but a lot of people were not in attendence so many just got ended up paired with randoms. so i was paired up and we started talking about the particular topic we were given: tradition. There was like this sheet continaing like 14 questions regarding tradition. it was pretty epic. talked for like 1 hour. my mouth was beginning to dry up, as i munched on my blueburry muffin and conversed with my first year student from macau. and i didn't use a single word of chinese, or even hint that i was from hong kong until the very end. losl not taht i would've made a difference; but yeh it was interesting.

i guess antoehr thing to chuck on my resume! lol but yeh i like doing shit lol. helping people is the best. especially when it doesn't take too much effort. like doing this. if it takes too much effort.. well there are always the devout missionaries out there who give all to aid in like humanitarian welfare etc. but yeh i'll just stick with simple ones lol.

hmm

i feel like i shoudl've done like an arts/commerce degree at monash, that would've given me more time to fuck around, and find work experience, and go on exchange, and do extra curricular shit. and money etc.

lol

ITS TOO FAST!

but then again melbourne was mor easy to access, and i coul do shit inthe city, andyeh access to what i have had access to i guess lol.

LOl and lol at stephy tang changing style - from the cute cookies style person now evovling into the "hot" dancing lessons lol - but its definitely lacking. lol . looks kinda korean influcned lololool

GEM still pwns her lol

AIESEC

today i was surfing during the lecture, and received an email to apply for aiesec

Miscellaneous Information

Describe an issue that you are passionate about and explain how you will convert this passion into action. From your understanding of AIESEC, how can you live out this passion through the organization?

A: An issue that I am passionate about is the issue of hostility of China or how the world perceive it to be. In everyday newspaper, China is perceived as a communist party who has no interest in human rights, feasts on corruption and is planning to overtake the world any minute.

I would love to have the opportunity to help others understand the chinese culture, the political state and the reasons behind communism. Even though I am a democratic supporter, I understand, not approve of the way the chinese government run things, and the pros and cons of such behaviour.

I understand AIESEC strives for “positive social change” by way of reaching peace and fulfilment of humankind’s potential. Through AIESEC, by ways of understanding, the western civilisation has not fully understood the ways and traits of Eastern culture. Even with globalisation today, some countries are portrayed with a permanent negative connotation, which I personally believe causes hostility and is not a way of reaching peace.

im pretty sure i didn't get in lol but yeh it was quite good to type shit up

YEAHHHH BROOOOOO

yum cha

these holidays i went to yumcha twice

today i went for the second time.

man yumcha is so expensive

lol

each time was with family

so glad i didnt' pay

lol

its like SO expensive. i went to gold leaf in burwood man it was like 9 small 4 medium 1 large 2 special and that was like 87.70 or some shit lol gfg. (me, sister, mum, and an elderly woman)

a small is like 4.50

ok think about it. eggtarts are small. now if i buy an egg tart on the street. they're like $2? max? lol biggest rip. anad they weren't even warm and shit lol.

lol biggest gfgfg. and they further charge you for tea $1 per person. fuck that shits lol

should never tip them.

shoudl go to dragon boat palace on londsale all you can eat yumcha for 16.80. good shits lol

so much more worth it. you can just mass order. oh yeh and the translucent skin on the dumplings and shit were like bad as, they just broke when you picked it up. so terrible. very bad.

integrations

found this randomly lol

chill timetable

so here i was thinking my timetable was all chill and hit wednesday 12-6 thursday 12-1, 2-6 and friday 12-1. pretty chill.

and then i get accepted into business practicum some practical subject where i get sent to a business to do shit for them.

and that will replace my thursday 12-1 class and friday 12-1 class. i was like cool. 2 days of uni nicely put together

and then its like

see you at 9am on monday!!!

and im like whatt?

and check out my timetable

i've got this 2 hour lecture at 9am.. WTF FUCK ME. that is not cool. i hate waking up early. hattteee fails.

lol etax

lol fucking it took me liek 10 minutes to find the fucking download link.

at first i was just going in circles clicking on this like "get ready to download" and the "confirm eligibility todownload" and then "instructions to dl" and then it woudl go in this fuckgin stpid circl lol

and then it just freezes on me. after i intsall it. fucking lol i thought it would be running on like really simple components so that it would be really quick and easy to use lol

almost thought i lost my notice of assessemtn from last year pheww

ok so now im on medicar something.. man i cbf my income was less than 1000, i receive no benefits if i fill this in anyway lol.

lol and then it leads to this question say do you needt o lodge your tax return?

and i answered no to al the options... SO I DONT" HAVE TO LODGE ONE

WOOT. save my time lol

so now i just gotta post some non-lodgement advice statement to the ato lol

ok and now my printer is fuckgin with me. man gtfo. seriously fucking box. fucking piece of plastic that can't do jack shit. FUCK. sick and tired of this bull shit. and not to mention fuckgin asus for having me deal with this unverified OS shit fucking.

fuck thisss

middle of last semester break

hmm so this week i made 7 corporate applications for both internships and graduates, i applied at the liquor store and iga down the road, and i also went on careersonline melbourne uni version and applied to teach some kids tutoring.

nothing has replied me lol

i've also done some hksa stuff, epic drainer since we have deadline coming up. andyeh.

but yeh im quite busy anyways theres heaps of shit for me to do at home lol.

we bought a new fridge, and apparently if you put it on its side you have to wait like a while to allow the coolant to stabilise before turnign it on or some shit. there was like massive argument over turning it on after like 1 minute of turning it on its side to fit it through the door. epic lol.

anyway

omg at master chef.

all my results

lol wow.

very uncool this semester.

probablly my worst semester

67, 58, 54, 70

lol

gfg

ok so corporate finance - 54 - really was my most difficult subject lol. accoridng to my results.

lol it seemed fine. even after the exam

is this the so called overconfidence bias that i learned in organisational behavioru? lol

sigh.

so i think that pulls my average down to 65! lol

z

world cup marketing

reading through some marketing magazine and there was this "creative focus section"

i wonder how much these guys spend on making a tvc lol

recount of our hot pot adventure

so it was a chilly day as i strutted out of my house today.

heading towards the tall buildings of the melbourne central business district.

there was a slightly heavy breeze blowing my way. an ever so slight one.

As the buildings loomed over me, the wind mysteriously got stronger.

alas, the miracles of this earth.

as the clock struck six and the birds came down to sing, we headed to our generic destination to sit and talk about our thoughts on communism. as one does.

before turning the corner. a thought struck a particular member of our crew.

hotpot was the key word.

the key term

the key to our souls

as we sat at our table with our beers deciding our near futures.

And it was decided.

after overcoming a few hicups, hot pot it was.

we ventured towards the steamy shop

the boy who shall not be named had THE FUNNIEST PHENOMENON occur to his glasses.

As soon as we invaded the premises his glasses fogged up, and boy did that make my day.

but perhaps not my whole day. for this was a Buffet.

correct.

an all you can eat destination for all the Hungry people . and of course for those who were also not so hungry, but were simply persuaded by others to eat.

as time ticked, like a bomb. we hastily filled our plates, and dished it all into the depths of our pot of chilly and nonchilly soup base.

the chilli soup base was chilli.

tears pouring down our faces, we reminisced of our heartwrenching moments, provoked by the incredibly compassionate background remixes. it was an atmosphere one will never forget.

and then. from afar simon spotted a treasure.

with his eagle eyes pudding was spotted. DESSERT!

Our table was already full of meat and sauce, of bones and soup. but even with the distraction of the steamy hotpot, the steam which was the arch enemy of all myopic candidates, pudding was spotted.

thats right pudding.

PUDDING we chanted, as our mouths were swallowing the remains of the meat left on our plates.

pudding was the last piece of the puzzle. the last segment of the sequence.

it would perfect our day

perfect our lives.

perfect this world.

but with every story comes a twist.

a twist so dark, so tragic, that only real men can withstand.

as simon and i chanted and hoped to complete our souls, a cold objected prodded at our two heads.

at first we were too elated upon the siting of such treasure we neglected the two barrels at our temples.

a harsh shout and a rough grunt brought us back to reality for a moment. a moment which will be remembered for the rest of our lives.

our myopic friend, with the addition of his newly acquired opaque set of spectacles , was pointing two guns at us.

well at the start i thought he wasn't aiming right, i mean how could one see through such thick fog.

why would such a nice man carry two guns by his side? what is he a pirate?

exactly.

it was such a strange event.

but ho, strange things happen in these parts. strange things happen when your in a room where the myopic and the hyperopic become exorcisms of forgone devils.

well anyway,

two guns were pointed at our heads. we laughed it off and tried to veer the guns away from messing with our precious hair.

in the flash of a second, without uttering a single sound. the gunman fired.

blood soared across the room, and through the hardcore remixes a distinctive thud of a human body collapsing was heard.

the pudding man had been executed.

commiserations towards that man.

but wait. should it not be commiserations to those who HAVE NOT HAD PUDDING.

although yes this man was the fulfiller of life. His life was fulfilled.

but ours.

WHAT OF OURS.

the only man in the whole entire world to be able to make pudding,

had just fallen to his demise

because of one person.

one person who refused to allow others to complete their souls

refused us entry into the heavens.

refused our existence into the realm of satisfaction.

it was chaos.

screams were heard from all corners of the building. the store owners were panicng over the blood smeared across their merchandise. the myopic and hyperopic were running around like blind sheep, oblivious to the current scene of gore. news reporters were fast to respond as the media approached the scene. cell phones began to ring as family members checked to make sure their loved ones were unscathed.

the remaining food left on the tables, was left solitary, even that beautiful black forest which sat adjacent to our table. that grand beauty. sat there as if calling out for someone to eat it.

we were devastaed.

absolutely shocked.

outraged.

bewildered.

it was unbelievable.

the pudding man was no more.

and the extra few puddings.

SOMEONE HAD STOLEN THEM FROM THE CASE.

some mother fucker had selfishly stolen the remaining pudding and devoured it themselves. that bastard.

what do they know of soul completion .

all our years of pain and sorrow. all our efforts to reach this very moment.

RUINED.

epic failure.

time slowed down for me.

it was at that moment.

20 years of existence on the planet earth.

i relived it all.

every meal, every moment, every dream. my memories flooded my mind.

it is unclear what happend aftewards.

noone seems to know. another mystery for another detective.

but someone we found ourselves at coles buying banana pops

and eating them.

it seemed to suffice.

seemed to.

alas, not all things can be perfect.

we do live on an imperfect world.

i think its what they call earth.

so be it.

i shall never be able to return to my homeland.

tuesday

tuesday??

no naruto!

alright no naruto this week! how bore.

well shall begin the job hunting.

and the money making.

so i took a shower and then my heater wasn't on so coudlnt' dry my hair

and the blow dryer is piss weak so i gave up.

so i just parted my hair

and holy shit my hair looks like jesus lol

i was full reminded of jesus or like hippy land with the long parted hair and some defined bum fluff on my face.

and that reminded me of this guy i met in edinburgh at the hostel his name was jesus and i was like HOLY shit your name is jesus.

and i don't remember the rest.

Jerry Hsu

FUCK YEAH !!!!!!!

KID GOT FUCKING BALLS! !!!! THIS KIND OF SHIT GETS ME PUMPED!!!

FUCK YEAH!

exams are finally done. I think i studied hardest this semester.... in terms of revision and staying at uni library until it closes and shit. but throughout the semester i'v been really slack, but revision felt so good. overall good exams, nothing horrific.

picked up the skateboard this morning... feel so nice and chill, hit the local cafe, loving skating again !!!!

afternoon is going to be an epic trick session followed by dinner.....

LET THE GOOD TIMES BEGIN !!!!!!

GOTTA LOVE HOLIDAYS

GODDAMN

wednesday 6pm?

rot in pieces

baked beans

i swear they make you fart more in both quality and quantity.

fuck i've been gasing all day.

i wonder why they make you fart .

what lameness

but last exam tomorrow ftw.

lololol at this clip my sister showed me

We'd

corp fi

man fuck the 3 hour exams that start at 9:15.

and have like TOO much fuckign material to go through.

its not that i didn't prepare. i've been preparing. but theres just so much shit. what the fuckkssss.

lol gg

i know i'll pass. thats given from the study i've been doing. but the reason for my massive study this time was so i coudl get a high mark. BUT DAM. its not that easy to score high lol.

hm.

really thinking about how im gonna get a job. lol

SICKKKKK

random jap hip hop clip lol

wed ?

any1 down for wednesday night dinner?

or too busy studying for exams...

peace

Holy Crap

watering the garden

so like my mum left a note before she left and told me to water the plants.

and i ignored this note for like a week. so this morning i decide to water the plants.

lol

so i spend like 20 minutes filling the water can up and then walking aroudn the garden watering things and getting my feet wet.

then like about an hour ago it starts to rain.gggggg lol

and i didn't even water the things which were undercover. lol do it tomorrow. lol

gg rain lol

state library

hey any1 wana study at state tomorrow.

lol

not asking anyone in particular

lol

lol

especially not someone who is quite peculiar

lol

Bruce Lee

legend.

RSA

alright

weekend bar course+rsa completed. with victorian bar school.

was interesting. learnt lots of stuff.

lol

and a lot of pract stuff too.

made some interesting cocktails. learnt a bit more about liqueur and what not.

some important rules to know about alcohol seriving.

licensees are not allowed to serve drunk people.

and licensees have the right to tell someone to leave their premises.

these rules pretty much make up all the decision making for "responsibility"

lol

tomorrow i will begin my revision.

i have not been doing my work lol.

getting distracted. lol not good at all.

TOMORROW.

sick

found new ink

http://www.checkoutmyink.com/tattoos/insuranceworld/1281

yeah thats whatup

lol fobs

http://www.we818.com/bbs/forumdisplay.php?fid=18

lol so i was looking at this facebook group that everyone was joining

and its basically fobs in melbourne.

lol @ forum posts

"seeking boyfriend" "seeking girlfriend"

lolol damn fobs

lol at this chick

http://www.we818.com/bbs/viewthread.php?tid=5879

lol

"im bored... seeking boyfriend"

lol @ all the horny replies.

last day of the second last semester of my life (if i don't do further study)

so today.

i went to uni not because i had class. well i had class but i dont' go to that class because i've given up on going to that class.

i went to uni to talk to my last semesters lecturere about my last semesters exam. a written one.

never done it before.

never gone to scab marks or even tlak to the lecturers before lol. didn't find the need to.

he was pretty nice. full described everythign and all. where i lost marks, how i should've been more speicfic, how he tried to give me marks, but coiudln't lol.

i was like lol wow.

my hand writing is SHIT

lol

so anyway i ended up being really motivated.

and it was good.

and then i went to careers place. and got smacked in the face because i realised i didn't have a graduate program lol.

gggggg

whatevers.

study for exams.

and rip it. then do honours. lol and rip that also.

taking out the elastics

so like

my hair was really sweaty and itch ytoday

so i took out the elastics

my friend said she['ll do it for me again on thursday

so i take them off

and the braids are still there because like i haven't successfully washed it for like what 5 days. LONGest period of non washing my hair ever.

ever. i swear lol.

lol so then i decide to untangle the braids. and voila.

I LOOK LIKE HENRY LOLOLOLOLOL.

like full on looks like i got a free perm.

fuckign awesomeness

epic lol

i full just laughed at myself

lol

lol

it was so funny

so much volume

so cooools

so then i was just playing around with it

for like 10 minutes.

coz it was so cool.

lol and then i took a shower washe dmy hair had to like use double the shamppoo double the conditioner. and like WTF a billion hairs fell out . like mor ethan when i came back from europe

it was like wtfff.

full likenearly blocked my drain. the water was running so slow lol.

lucky we have the metal thing which stops hairs lol.

lol then i went to comb my hair. and mother fucker. full hurt lol. dunno why

but yeh it feels good to have clean hair again. lol

monday 6pm ?

yo whats up everyone.

what is everyone up to

epic bad choices day lol

Today is TUesday, training is meant to be on tuesday, i don't usually go to training on tuesdays, but today i decided to go.
The other option was to go to this entrepreneurs talk in the city. I decided not to go to that.
So i woke up packed my bag - put my change of clothes+shoes in my bag, and went to school for my volunteering interview for international students thing. that was ok. interesting bit.
THen went to my tutes. my tutes were fun coz im acutally understanding the stuff.
im quite proud of these two tutes lol.
then in chinese
LOL WTF EPIC I got 11/20 for my mid sem. i.e. writing an essay.
I AM NOT FOB ENOUGH.
lol fails.

anyway. it was then that i decided i will definitely go to trainign instead of the inspiriational talk
so i went to take my bus.
304. should be right, get on bus, yeh i shoudlnt' be late.
before i got on my bus. i called the chick that organises our training on tuesday nights. and asked her hey is trianing on tonight? and shes like yeh, she won't be going coz shes injured, but yeh its on. and i was like ok cool.
so i get on the bus
the bus doesn't seem like it'll be late. i was a slightly worreid about the timings, but it seemed like it'd be fine.
it got on the freeway and with like 15 minutes to go till 7 - the start of training. and iw as likeyeh chill.
and then. the bus broke down
LOL WTF .
so it broek down on the freeway.
and pulled over on the side lane emergency lane whatever.
and it was just liek WTF. im gonna be late.
good one. and see i dont' have anyone elses number that does trianing on tuesday besides some other guy which the chick usually drives. so i wasn't sure if he was going or not, and it would be stupid to tell him that im late if hes not there lol.
so i was just like great.
and then i just waited for like 20 minutes for a replacement. and the replacement WAS FUCKGIN FULL.
and my heart was sinknig. well not as much as if i lost my visvim wallet. but it sank a slight bit, since like iw as gona be late, and iw as so hyped to train.
thankfully another replacement bus pulled up right after. and that was nice.
and so go to the place at like 7:20. no cars parked outside. hrmm. maybe eveyrone got dropped off. lol
there was light comign from inside, i knocked like 10 times, no response. hrm. called up the girl again, is trianign relaly on noones here. shes like yeh it soudl be call someone, and i told her i dont' have their numbers. and then shes like oh . well just wait till 7:30, coz another group trains there.
so then after that i decided to call the other guy that she normally picks up. and ask him if he knows whats happening, like maybe he is at training. well since i havenothing else to call.
and hes like trianing got cancelled!
im just like ..........
.................... lol
and basically the guy who normally takes the tuesday sessions called them up and cancelld it due to people's exams and shit, but he didnt' clal me, maybe czo he didn't have my number Or because i dont' usually train on tuesdays anyway.
MAN.
lol
epic fails.
and then i call my sister to pick me up. i would take a bus back, but i have no money and im in zone 2, and if i walked to box hill... man fuck that lol
lol how nice of her, when shes got all these assessments to do tomrorw an dshit. since parents have gone out to eat. lucky there was a car left lol.
what a bad decision to go training.

BUT THEN.i got home, check my emial, apparenlty the venue for that career talked changes places like at 4:30pm today, it owuld've started at 7 and i woudl've had no fuckgin idea that it changed.
lol
and then i woudl've just raged at that as well, and then thought... if only i went to trainig.
lol
so i can't really seem to decide which would've been the best option for today.
lol what epic ggness.

oh then. i went to apply for this subject wine tasting its super cool coz its like just one week of intense study during mid term break so that means i have like 3 subjects. and then i get this automated reply saying:

I will be on leave as of 5.00pm Tuesday 11 May and will return
Tuesday 1 June.

im just like.... WTF. epic bfl
i was just thinking. MAN. lol
fuck lol
but then below it it said:

If your inquiry is about Australia in the Wine World, all sessions
 are currently full.

so yeh fair enough..
lol but yeh FUCk lol.
maybe i shoudl've done it earlier
lol
fail on my behalf. lol

what epic gg day

MMT

meet up tomrrow 6 clock?

change to 630 coz simon gonna be late

ip man 2

so i was doing nothing last night, until my offpeak dl time and then iw as like oh ok lets look for movies to dl. and i serached ip man 2. and decided to dl it.
i fell asleep thinking. woudl this torrent be real. i mean it only came out recently.
in the morning. i was liek OMG ITS REAL.
so when i got back form uni.
i watched this legend in his action packed story of survival and fighting for his country. what a beast.
i felt the rage when he fights people. i felt rage. but not his rage. my own. he is one calm motherfucker. ip man is one very well controlled person. very relaxed. even when there are fucking western cunts trying to fuck with the rules, stamp on the pride of the chinese, he stays calm, and knows his status.
so good.
i love stories like this lol.
but at the same time it makes me rage at westerners of the time. but then again i'll just rage at any bad guy in a story anyways lol.
full got excited when ip sifu owns the boxer kid. WAY too cocky lol. deserved that so hard. fucking lol
what a hero lol

where is the anxiety!!

So i have this 2500 word essay due saturday. same one which i've been doing these past few weeks, and i am feeling relaly cannot be fucked for some reason. i just feel that everything will be ok. lol
thats just the feeling i have. but then i got randomly distracted today and started watching some outdated random reality tv series featuring tila nguyen (aka tila tequila) lol. i was just like lol wtf is this shit. i laugh how she owns them all in the end. and then i realised what a bitch she was, and then did some more googling, and found out she has there is so much fucking hate on her. lol but she gives so much hate as well lol its so fuckgin hilarious.
lol @ her
anyways thats basically what i've been doing this past few hours. yeh i really should start deifnigin corruption in my essay and start writing about the implications of guanxi+corruption link and its impact on ethics society and business etc. lol fark lol
its so much easier to like work for money, than to learn stuff, make sure you know your stuff, then get a job which judges you on how well you know your stuff that you previously leartn, learn new shit at your job, and then work based ont hat new shit learnt for money.
so much easier.
it shoudl be less about knowledge and more about skill..