Tuesday, August 31, 2010

textbooks

last term of my uni life and i go and buy my derivatives securities textbook for 137
dollars.
MOtehr fucker
lol i bought accounting in first semester for lik 109 and had it there unopened until i decide dto sell it a year later.
i thought this DS textbook would help.
apparenlty not.
i have my midsem tomrorow.
doing past questions, the book doesnt' explain shit thoroughly enough.
like wtfffffff
man sigh. lol

you know what
i don't t'hink i even like finance at all. like the only reason i would learn this stuff so extensively would be becaus ei have a interest. but i have zero interest lol. i'd learn it to make moeny. but thats a large priority so im gonna learn it. like fuck man. my finance subject average is like so shit lol.
like fuck. what am i gonna do with my life.
sick of this studying shit. i read stuff and its just so like. like you have to make sense of what they're trying to say and shit. as opposed to just look at many examples. and side notes. thats what they should do to make things work. or maybe thats just the way my brain works. more hands on shit with side notes lol.

but its weird im still kinda unstressed about my mid sems tomororw. i dunno. i seem to be very relaxed about eveyrthing even though i know im fucked.
i don't think that is the greatest sign lol


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