where is the anxiety!!

So i have this 2500 word essay due saturday. same one which i've been doing these past few weeks, and i am feeling relaly cannot be fucked for some reason. i just feel that everything will be ok. lol
thats just the feeling i have. but then i got randomly distracted today and started watching some outdated random reality tv series featuring tila nguyen (aka tila tequila) lol. i was just like lol wtf is this shit. i laugh how she owns them all in the end. and then i realised what a bitch she was, and then did some more googling, and found out she has there is so much fucking hate on her. lol but she gives so much hate as well lol its so fuckgin hilarious.
lol @ her
anyways thats basically what i've been doing this past few hours. yeh i really should start deifnigin corruption in my essay and start writing about the implications of guanxi+corruption link and its impact on ethics society and business etc. lol fark lol
its so much easier to like work for money, than to learn stuff, make sure you know your stuff, then get a job which judges you on how well you know your stuff that you previously leartn, learn new shit at your job, and then work based ont hat new shit learnt for money.
so much easier.
it shoudl be less about knowledge and more about skill..