Saturday, May 1, 2010

eating the fish head

So like last night I had an awesome long ass sleep. it was good. considering i had to wake up really early on friday for school stuffs

anyway I had this dream last night , well i had several dreams, but the one whihc i remember while i looked at the soy drink maker while it made soy drink with its foamy texture was like anatomical experiments in those generic science cartoons. So i thought back to that point in my dream where i was eating my own face.
yes i was eating my own face. lol

i don't know how exactly. but someone my face was in my rather larger than normal bowl. and i had a pair of chopsticks, and i was like wow i've alwasy wanted to do this and started trying to invert my eyeball.
like it must've been a replica of my face, but it was prettyr eal. like maybe i wans't me, but then i'd have to have been me, coz it kind put me off to see my eyeball protruding out a bit. and then each time i tried to pop my eye out of its socket i chickened out halfway, so the eyeball turned like 90 degrees and was poking out slightly, possible still eing held by the veins and stuff.
and i was like farkkkkk
after doing this several times and being too afraid to take it out, I finally flipped my face over . yes i flipped my face over lol. but on the other side is just skin, and i decided to pop my eye out without looking at it. lol just to see how it feels. i wonder what it feels like for that to happen lol. i don't really want to try it though lol.
so i did indeed pop it out from the back. just pushed it really hard, making sure my chopstick didnt' puncture anything. and then it popped out.
and then i flipped my face over like i would flip an thin omelette making sure not to ruin it and stuff. The eye ball was revealed.
A rather round object, somewhat eclipsical due to the eclipsical features of the eye. In fact, it looked somewhat like an egg. But as I looked at it more, it looked more like an egg. I turned it around, where is my eyeball?
My conscious mind decided that once an eyeball is popped out of its socket, it looses its "eye" features and becomes and egg. Wow I thought to myself that is so cool.
I was then afraid of eating it. Like dam I would be eating my own eyeball. isn't that a bit strange? Well not to my dad. He comes over and just full takes a bite out of my eyeball. I'm just feelin ginside WTF. You bit into my fucking eyeball. But he just did it so casually, so smoothly, that I began to felt that it was totally normal for this to happen, I should be conforming to this sort of eyball eating behaviour. But as a eyeball eating newbie, I was unable to comprehend this bheaviour totally, staring at my half bitten eyeball, seeing bits of yellow which must've been the yolk from the transfigured eyeball, which looked just like an egg now.
I pulled up the courage, popped out my right eyeball in my bowl without delay. I performed this action so swiftly that I don't even remember being insecure about doing so. An egg appeared, opaque on all sides once again, this "egg" was going to be devoured by me. I am a man.
So I took a semi bite into this egg. The yolk was red, this sort of pulpish red texture, that similar to the outside of a raspberry, but it was very lushous, very red very moist in texture, but still defined as bumpy bits of yolk or whatever it was. THe taste? the opaque bit tasted like egg white, and i don't remember what the red particles resembled.
But yeh that part of the dream faded away and I found myself in the city standing outside some supermarket eating an egg. which ends that dream. that dream or that part of the dream. do we dream in parts or is it one big dream intertwined? i have no idea.

anyway. my hypothesis for this dream is that I ate a fish head last night for the first time. coz usually dad eats the fish head, but there was two, and i happend to cbf (can be fucked) eating it. i remmber a long time ago i used to cbf it coz there were too many bones and i cbf. but while i was eating the fish head, i was ful thinking in my head shit man im eating his chin. shit im eating his brean, shit im like sucking the skin off its forehead etc.
but like usually i eat fish eye all the time so it wasn't uncommon for me to just suck on the eyeball all the nice fatty juices etc.
i don't know lol. anyway yeh.

2 comments:

  1. your mind was obviously transferred to another body that was eating your own face.

    lol at your eyeball being an egg. eyes probably dont have yellow bits on the inside mustve been the fact that you related it to an egg and the yellow bit was the yolk and stuff. your dad in your dream was pretty tank lol just walzt over and takes a bite outta your eye. hahah

    never eaten a fish head before. like the old you i just epic cbf and its a bit weird with it staring at me and stuff.

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  2. loolololol
    possibly i wonder who it was then lol.

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