the game doesn't change, its only your mind that changes and feels confident/unconfident.
when you panic, shit fucks up and you die.
prepartion is imperative if you want to walk out alive and well.
the rules you set yourself must be abided by, and you must not forget them either.
it should not be a hope, a lifeline. it should be a luxury.
risk and return, risk and return.
the time value of money comes to play, that thought, and the consequent confusion and panic. The misundersatnding, the inexperience. money has a time value, speed you earn, speed you loose, relatively speaking, losing it is so much fuckign faster. thankfully, there are barriers to prevent further losses lol. but that winning feel, that adrenaline, the accomplished feel, although foolish, is so euphoric.
the compensation for your risk sounds so enticing. yet its the RISK that holds this heavy burden if you do incur it, whereby there is a GREATER chance you incur it.
A stable job first lol. before anything :D
I do not seek redemption lol.
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