work model

today was a good example of burn out.

if today was a model, it could describe my attitude towards a semester.

well i woke up late, lets exclude that. i got up at like 12. and then did 1 tute work, then ate lunch then did another tute work. now althoguht this tute work wasn't done hardcore sit down and do only tutework, i ended up finishing at like 4 or 5. which is like representing me having other things rather than school.

and then i read my lecture slides, and my computer fucking went really laggy and that was pretty annoying. and that just tlaks about the tehcnological problems i have every semester. and because reading my lecture slides were pretty slow, and like i skipped some of it, it represents me skipping class, and like yeh slowly burning out.

so then i start surfing the net and just procrastinating in general. that is just burn out.

oh forgot to mention i applied for jobs before reading the second lecture. so that represents me having other things to do, more important that school during the semester. lol

and at theend after my shower, i just ceeb and continue surfing, even though i shoudl've done some writing on my 20k report. that probablly represents... my ceebness.. like the 20k report was my goal. originally i wanted to work on it. and it can represent exams. so basically im just sleeping on it tonight, saying i'll do it tomrorow. lol pushing things, i think theres a technical term, but yeh.

i reckon its a fair representation of my appraoch to a semester at uni lol.