essay extension

so here i am up late trying to finsh my essay early. 700/2500 words i.e. its due next sunday. but next week is so full of business and asean ball that i 'll lhave to finish it this week. thus im staying up late.
then i decide to email my lectuere about something.
when in fact shes already emailed Me somethin.g
what has she emailed me?
an "important changes"
oh how interesting, i wonder what it could be.

"Dear All,

Based on the feedback I gathered from you, I decided to extend the deadline for assignment 3 (ie. the long essay). The new and final deadline will be: 5pm, Saturday 8^th May"

I actually read this like 5 times.
in disbelief.
it was like reading one of those rejection emails, and trying to find the part where it says "unfortuenately you have not been accepte" but phrased fancily and all empathetic and shit.

HERE I FUCKING AM TRYING TO BE A GOOD DILIGENT STUDENT> TRYING TO FINISH MY FUCKING ESSAY A WEEK EARLy BEFORE ITS DUE LATE AT NIGHT, AND YOU FUCKGIN TELL ME I GET A FUCKGIN EXTENSION. WHAT THE FUCK. not cool.
this is what demotivates me. i figured it out.
"what demotivates you" is a behaviorual question, and i finally found the answer.
WHAT THE FUCK.

but then again i guess the rational bystander would view this as perfectly fine, and should be a good thing for me. well guess what FUCK THE RATIONAL BYSTANDER. lol
but probalbly in reality it iss better for me, its just that im super demotiavted now, like i full borrowed like 7 books from the library, 4 which are reserve items, i.e. overnight items, and i got them especially for hte long weekend, coz it allows them to be 3 nights in this case.
so now i have a bunch of books, and putting in effort to read them is harder now, pscyhologically knowing that i have an extension which allows me more time to read them later. DAM YOU.
I WOULD"VE DONE FINE WITHOUT THE EXTENSION.
WHY
i was prepared for some super late night reading and super dark eye bags to make myself look like i have natural eye bags to attract the ladies. and now you give me this.
and fuck i gotta wake up at like 730 tomrorwo for a sports competition with hksa, and like omg thats like 4 hours away.

hate it when the gifts of life turn around and fart in your face.

i guess the upside is that i can attract the ladies tomorrow with eye bags and triple eyelids, and stories of staying up late to do assignments