FPT TACTICS!!!!!

lol westpac

"Dear Jinn,

Thank you for recently completing a telephone interview in application to the Westpac graduate program. We wanted to send you a quick note to thank you for your patience in this process and to give you an update on the status of your application. As you can imagine, by the time you reach the phone interview stage, you are one of a group of high caliber shortlisted candidates. The reason for this email is to keep you informed of where we are in the process so that, in the event you receive an offer from another organisation, you are in the best position to make an informed choice.
At this stage all of the shortlisted candidates for the program to which you have applied have received an invitation to attend the next stage in the assessment process - the assessment centre. Those who we are not progressing have received an email to confirm this. Currently, you have been shortlisted to be offered a position at the Assessment centre in the event that we increase the number of positions we have on offer or candidates withdraw their applications. We think you are a strong applicant and are committed to offering you a position in these circumstances.
Thank you for your patience. We would prefer to inform you of your current status so as you fully understand where you are in this process rather than waiting with no information. You will find out either way on whether your application will be progressed to the assessment centre by close of business Wednesday, 12th May, 2010. If you haven't heard from us by this time, please give us a call on 1300 130 548 and key 4 or email at graduate@westpac.com.au. "

lolololol get fucked. whats with the fucking shortlist of the shortlisted. lololololol

i am not a lucky person. lol

lol if only i was better at music

so today i dunno why.
i was singing in my shower, as i do.
and i was making melodies. like nice sounding melodies lol
if i was good at music then i could record these melodies.
so i was full composing melodies first
then i started adding lryics
lol
the lyrics were a bit corny at the start . then i taoilored them to other actual traditional msuicasl which i've seen. and yeh if its corny, too bad lol.
but the thing is i never remember these lol
i alwasy makes shit up, never write it down or rmember lol
lol but yeh. i was quite happy for a period of time. lol

lol

http://www.theage.com.au/victoria/coming-out-is-in-at-school-20100424-tklo.html

lol
fucking lol
.
that shit is fucked.
thats just fucked.

i guess its "freedom of speech"
lol but omg @ melbourne high. lol suddenly becoming the freedom fighter lol ....

essay extension

so here i am up late trying to finsh my essay early. 700/2500 words i.e. its due next sunday. but next week is so full of business and asean ball that i 'll lhave to finish it this week. thus im staying up late.
then i decide to email my lectuere about something.
when in fact shes already emailed Me somethin.g
what has she emailed me?
an "important changes"
oh how interesting, i wonder what it could be.

"Dear All,

Based on the feedback I gathered from you, I decided to extend the deadline for assignment 3 (ie. the long essay). The new and final deadline will be: 5pm, Saturday 8^th May"

I actually read this like 5 times.
in disbelief.
it was like reading one of those rejection emails, and trying to find the part where it says "unfortuenately you have not been accepte" but phrased fancily and all empathetic and shit.

HERE I FUCKING AM TRYING TO BE A GOOD DILIGENT STUDENT> TRYING TO FINISH MY FUCKING ESSAY A WEEK EARLy BEFORE ITS DUE LATE AT NIGHT, AND YOU FUCKGIN TELL ME I GET A FUCKGIN EXTENSION. WHAT THE FUCK. not cool.
this is what demotivates me. i figured it out.
"what demotivates you" is a behaviorual question, and i finally found the answer.
WHAT THE FUCK.

but then again i guess the rational bystander would view this as perfectly fine, and should be a good thing for me. well guess what FUCK THE RATIONAL BYSTANDER. lol
but probalbly in reality it iss better for me, its just that im super demotiavted now, like i full borrowed like 7 books from the library, 4 which are reserve items, i.e. overnight items, and i got them especially for hte long weekend, coz it allows them to be 3 nights in this case.
so now i have a bunch of books, and putting in effort to read them is harder now, pscyhologically knowing that i have an extension which allows me more time to read them later. DAM YOU.
I WOULD"VE DONE FINE WITHOUT THE EXTENSION.
WHY
i was prepared for some super late night reading and super dark eye bags to make myself look like i have natural eye bags to attract the ladies. and now you give me this.
and fuck i gotta wake up at like 730 tomrorwo for a sports competition with hksa, and like omg thats like 4 hours away.

hate it when the gifts of life turn around and fart in your face.

i guess the upside is that i can attract the ladies tomorrow with eye bags and triple eyelids, and stories of staying up late to do assignments

PIXELS by Patrick Jean from ONE MORE PRODUCTION on Vimeo.

please check it out if you haven't seen it.

monday

monday parma ? anzac holiday

mhs kid ftl

So the kid lost contact with me, and didn't reply my calls, and later replied my msg claiming they didn't have this number saved.

2 scenarios.
1. the number is wrong, and i saved it wrong.
but then why hasn't the kid contacted me?
means doesnt' want me

2. the number is right, and the kid was just pretending. fucker
so he doesnt' want me, and actually wasted 25 cents to msg me back and say who is this lol.
what a dumbass.
means doesnt' want me either but in a really stupid way.

lol fuck thatttt lol

lol male escorts becoming popular?

so interesting.
http://www.theage.com.au/national/no-money-no-honey-20100420-srs5.html
lols

'' women don't buy sex, they don't need to. If they want sex, they can just go get it for free wherever they want.''

some guy offers this
''ultimate boyfriend experience'', from ''an intellectual conversation over dinner'', to ''ground-breaking sex'' from $170 an hour to $1200 for 12 hours

...most popular escort and will wine and dine a woman for $250 an hour - or have sex with them for $500 an hour, minimum booking of two hours. A full day can cost $15,000.

fucking dam.



LOL
He says the income is good but not the primary motivator. ''In a selfish way I feel pleasure by giving pleasure and by giving I receive, that's what counts.''


lolol

what was i into before. lol

lol i was looking through my first year stuff.
and i came across my first yera subject Managing People and Organisations.
MPO .
i barely remember doing this subject lol
i remember doing my 30% assignment on some leader member exchange (LMX) theory, and hence i remade a bored aussies account lmx- just so that i didnt' have to play with eveyrone else lol.
i remember copying a whoel chunk of shit about a particular section, and getting complimented that it was a very good descriptoin. inside i felt really successfull that i managed to plageurise directly without being caught lol.
i saw some of my notes.
and its got lik international business and globalisation in it. like wtf i dont' even remember learning this, and like it was only last year when i got really into international business and globalisation lols
how weird. it probalbly didnt' even click in the first year. maybe coz my mind was diverted elsewhere lols
i remember i did business management in like year 10 with Janus. and was like WTF THIS SUBJECT IS GAY. and i got like C+ or something lol
maybe coz maths was so much easier lol.
and now im doing commerce.
how ironic

lol Melbourne High dude calls me

So this morning I was looking for toothpaste because mine ran out. when my phone starts to ring.
and im thinking who the fuck would be ringing me on a saturday at 12 something
and then the person says hi this is ___ ____(caucasian name) from Melbourne High School, and I... actually i dont' rmember hi exact words anyjmore, anyway he was looking for a methods tutor. and i was just like LOLOLOLOL perfect timing. espeiclally since im in ned of moneys lol.
so i was alll enthusiastic about it, maybe i scared him lol but yeh.
so they're currently doing differentiation and integration lol
its only vce stuff, i shoudl e able to handle it lol.
i wonder how much i should charge him.
i think 30 dollars should do the trick lol.
i always wanted to be a casual tutor, ever since year 12 when i was thinking hmm if i was smart, then i can tutor people and get money!

jap tuition is back!

so my tutor actually called me when she arrived in australia, and then she emailed me, and i didn't reply until like two days ago, and this was for the stsart of term.
and now she has replid me and we are lessoning on saturday! lol
how excitings.
lol
but my japanese has deteriorated so badly lol. i am afriad i will get owned severely.

zz at phone intereview

my mobile had static, and my home phone was way too soft. zzzzz
epic lame.

and fuck i stuttered
lol,
and i didn' tput on my voice lols. i dunno why
i just talked, and used a lot bad grammar lol.
FUCK. lol
zzzz content wise was pretty good lol.
its just the way i talk about it lol. failzors.

also my throat is really fucking coarse this morning lol fuck do i know why.
fuckign gay lameshitness lol

last day of mid sem break!

ok so this mid sem break. wasn't a very successful one on my part. lol
the start of it was quite productive going to like places, but then gg after tuesday night, i was just smacked out for a while. and that is so lame.
now i have so much hw catch up stuffs to do....

and omg investopedia rocks.
i've been confused over the term "recourse" since the start of semester, and i just looked it up on investopedia. and tada.

What Does Full Recourse Debt Mean?
A guarantee that no matter what happens, the borrower will repay the debt. Typically with a full recourse loan no occurrence, such as loss of job or sickness, can get the borrower out of the debt obligation. In this situation, if there is no collateral for the loan, the lender can go after the borrowers personal assets to collect if the loan is defaulted.

In contrast, a limited recourse loan would only allow the lender to take assets that are listed as collateral in the signed loan agreement. Also, a non-recourse loan would have no collateral and the lender would only be able to take the asset that is being financed, such as a home in a non-recourse mortgage.

love.

my shit smells

so its like the god of piss joined forces with the god of shit and they made a pact with the god of anus
and then put a curse on me.
i've been shitting out water for the past 48 hours. well its like watery shit.
and it fuckgin smells. lol
like bad.
you'd think that the systematic 24 hour digestive period would have removed all of the hotpot which we ate those 48 hours ago. but noooo lol
lol well what can i do.
i actually don't know what to do.
i'll just hope that it finishes digesting quickly.
at least im not longer feverus
nor am i drowsy. i guess that means i'm getting better lol.
but yeh at a full meal for dinner tonight. was goodish feeling.
wasn't the greatest feeling though.
im pscyhologically confused still about when I am actually "full" and whether wanting to eat is to make my stomach happy or make my tastebuds satisfied.

buffet hot pot ftl?

i think i ate too much lol
as soon as i reached my abode, i took a not-so-nice long shit that was kinda stomach painful.
and then in shower i was like dying. and then yeh.
i basiclaly died.
lol but still at this time my stomach still hates me, while my feet are squirming in hope that they will be able to relieve me of my suffering.
i wonder why your feet do that.
like if you were to take a shit, why would your feet like contract and shit lol . maybe coz its leg muscles and your ass is connected or something. lol
anyway i feel so shit.
and i have this assignment due tomorrow. lol fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
fuck.
stomach pain.
maybe i shoudl just sleep.
fuck it is internal pain. lol
fuck this internal shit. can't do anything about it lol.

omg and i just read naruto and hes like :"im so relieved now, im going to eat some more!"
man i feel so sick . after reading that. psychological torture. lol






Edit: 7/4 4:52pm
lol fuckk. today i am full sick. i woke up liek durignt het night to diarrhea and like i've problaby taken 4 shits today lol.
and my ass rim burns due to eating smoe chilly.
and i've got a fever thing sort of. super duper hot. man. fuckkk lol
next time i'l remember not to eat so much lol

final birthday notice thing

lol in answer to your question in the other post jinn no i didnt check hot pot hahah. really cbf lol. but i kinda walked to lounge and just looked and it didnt look like they had the cheapo deal.... kbox on the other hand though still have the 18 dollar thing for 3-8 lol. so we'll do that for sure.

ok lets meet up at like 1 or something so we can have a few rounds of beer before we head to kbox to sing so we can at least be a little drunk lol. which means we'll sing better ahah. then we'll look around for something to eat for dinner but if stuff is too pricy then lets just head back to miss libs and eat their pizzas and chips and beer lol. so we can just bypass dinner by having pizza and wedges at miss libs lol. lemme know if you guys wanna do something else for dinner.

tireeee

lol randomly been listening to trance and techno lol
random.
makes me high

lol anyway. tired as shit. going on gigi's birthday trip tomrorow to lakes entrance loolol.
will e interesting.
then gonna go bendigo with lion dance team, get back on mondays
and still gotta do apps, and more sponsorship stuff.
fuck. and then got hw to catch up on and all. farr
i want to eat something tasty lol

this mornig had my xray and ultrasound for my shoulder. umm the dude was like yeh its just the muscle a bit something, and pulls out some sickcunt medical term. so im like ok. lol

yeh im fucking tired.
can't wait to go k on tuesday lol. can't fucking wait.