study

no doubt its that time of semester where everyone is deep into their assignments, preparing for mid semester, or have graded things to study for, well its also that time of year when I just start to burn out! lol
Today I was going to study my business finance, because I had a online test to do, but with the help of a friend I finished it at school real fast, and like very likely 100%, lol thats so stupid lol. considering i was struggling to work out tute questions by myself. so instead of studying which i shoudl be doing now, i'm doing nothing. so my plan to come home early to study, instead of going to kickboxign ended up with me getting home early to watch a movie, and do nothing. lol
we also had our team assignment meeting today.
you know, team assignments are stupid, lol like all you have to do is pretend the "group"; we can call the group an entity like how a company is a seperate entity from its shareholders. Anyway, the "group" in itself is very productive, because we can just make it seem so, however, the members of the group, i.e. ourselves, do nothing! because all we have to do is say that we're doing stuff, and the "group" will be on its way, and if the members sound confident.. the "group" is confident, but its kinda weird how the "group" is all of us. so its like a special link which makes up this "group". lol yeh so its kinda stupidk, coz none of us have actually done anything.
but i guess we make ourselves feel productive or rather we make the "group" feel productive because we meet up and discuss shit that isn't done, and discuss shit that we will do, or what not, and make ourselves sound like we're on top of things lol.

today i was also walking around the city by myself looking for stuff to buy. like dam, all the shops are just clothes and stuff, where are the cool antique stores that sell cool stuff. i walked into a perfume store, and i think it was a sign i was just skimming and i saw "say no", lol and i was like LOl ok, i didn't even bother to look for the source of the words "say no" i just walked out again. but the city acutally has a lot of cool places, like towards business end, theres some pretty cosy cafes and shops which i barely get any exposure to. but i guess they're probalbly usually packed during the lunch hours and whenever; for those business people.
i want to live in a place, where i can just go downstairs of my apartment, and there is everything. lol so basically i want to live in a busy business area, but not that business, coz otherwise thered just be businesses everywhere... hmmm yeh whatevers lol i'll know what i want when i see it lol.
the indescribable feeling is best, since its untouchable, but its there.

and omg my text book is overdue three days! i feel very disappointed in my ability to organise my ... self. lol thats pretty bad, i mean a simple responsibility to return a library book and i forgot to. lol freakn terrible. zzz anyways, i think my fine is like $ 3 lol fuckgin dam. thats like... a lot of money.

i really need to pull my career opportunities together, really need to start taking the steps necessary to get a job, start making those decisions.
I also really need to get an income lol, otherwise can't pay for fuckgin birhtyday presents and kb and shit lol.

the weather is nice though, its liek nice and stuff, and liveable can get through with a t shirt :D
so much stuff to do lol. so much. i keep getting motivation to things other than study my uni stuff. lol.
ahhh.
and why is my heart beat so massive lol, i can feel it all the way from up here.
fuckgin weird shit lol.