wednesday 11/2

well yesterday i appeared to be really tired, so tired thati went to sleep at 11pm like holy shit lol no dota in houses, no drama watching, nothing!
i just went to sleep, and for some reason i was excited about what time i would wake up, so everytime i was awake i would check my watch, and so it seems im quite the light sleeper, i wake up first at 5, and then bit by bit until like 9, and like wow, i haven't woken up at 9 for no reason for the entire holidays!lols
amazings.
i'm hungry too for miraculous reasons. but yeh it seems that i can only stay in bed for so long.
and the reason for being so tired..
well i have nfi
i think its coz i had too much coffee over the other days, and slept really late, and did lots of strenuous activity, so i finally was like uber tired, i was like tired duringt the whole day, massive.

anyways, i am still undecided on what i sihould take to japan, should i take a backpack like everyone elses or a mini suitcase, one for the plane upper compartments, i dunos whatevers
lol
i really ought to make a list of what i want to buy, coz like if i don't then i will not spend my money appropriately or be able to spare it, and that would be bad.
and its in one week too.
thats freakn close.
and omg i didn't win tatslotto last night, i wonder if sighmon did; althought problably not lol.
yeh
and picasa has some weird strings attached, i was gonna use it to help me load up photos onto blog, but for some strange ass reason it freezes my comp everytime i use it, so i uninstalled and made a system restore lol. i wonder why, which reminds me, i really ought to delete the porn from my computer, in case someone somehow finds their way into it and discover all this crap lol.
but then theres that feeling of, omg ive been collecting them over so long, what a waste to delete them all, it feels like you've wasted all this time dling porn, and now like .. your just gonna delete it lol not a great feeling.
but like what can you do!
lol what a dilema, i need to learn how to make like invisible fieles that are password protected, so i can just chuck all my porn there that way i dont' feel bad, and noone will find them. except me of course.

and omg its been terribly cold lately, after that 46 degree day, massiveness, its beginning to remind me what japan will be like, cold, and how i have to wear all these clothes and stuff, lol and then i start worrying about what clothes i need to take there and all this stuffs, zomgs so much thinking to do, so little time