Thursday, February 12, 2009

Waiting for my hair to dry

So while i wait for my silky smooth hair to dry, I will exert some of my ideas about the general concepts of human activity.





yes how intellectual my discussion about general human activity is.

lol i have a stomach ache. i find that jack's home's foot masseur machine hits some sort of pressure point that makes me need to take a dump. it is quite interesting. no doubt quite interesting.
lol and it's been terribly cold lately.so cold that.. yeh
and i've been spending terribly mor ethan i should have
and the yen and been dropping terribly more than i would prefer

can you believe it, soon in about 3 weeks, we're going to be in our SECOND YEAR of UNIVERSITY
LIKE OMG. and my course is only THREE YEARS LONG
DUDE
this is like the.. begginning of the beginning of the middle of the end of the middle of the middle.
lol i got a bit confused there, but its somethign like that.
so lik
e
wow
4 years of lazing around, 1 year of kindergarden, 7 years of primary school, 6 years of high school, plsu one year of uni already, adding up to 4+1+7+6+1.... dam... 19! wowowowow, thats massive.i liked
primary school
i liked camp at primary school
i liked playing cops an robbers
and stuff
lol
i liked dreaming about girls in year 6 when i was in prep or grade 1.
i liked the days when we coudl be really happy about not having school, because we hadn't realised what wagging was.
i liked how i fell over at least once a month and got bandaids on my knees, and it looked cool, coz my pants always had holes and patches in them.
i liked how we fought over school bag hooks, and how frustrated we got when someone stole our hook, or how disappointed i was when i was late and there were no more hooks left lol.
i liked how we had tubs! to put stuff into, and we always wanted the top tub(like lockers) because it was the most easiest to get access to and we could like fill it up.
i liked how we had show and tell, and once i bought like a bag of foam offcuts and somehow told a story from the various shapes about my pasttime.
i liked how we looked forward to growing up and thinknig about what the future would be like in high school, and maybe uni.
i liked how there were always piles of nice steaming mulch dumped into the playground, and we'd run up and become king of the castle for like 2 seconds before falling over and losing shoes in the massive pile of bark lol.
i liked doing projects; my first one was done about tasmania and like it was so cool, we write massive titles and then stick pictures on it, and then write a few words.
i liked the fact that we only got max one project a term, and homework only started in grade 4
i really liked how i felt i had heaps of time to do things in my life, it was never too late to start anything, and how carefree everything was.

and then there is now
OMGOMGOMGOMG lol. gg

yes i think my hair is dry now. lol



Edit:

lol sorry, so i can't slepe, its like 3am, and i just happen to be looking at photos.
lol heres one of the parma crew at AMI formal in 2007.
i think its called.. happiness
:D

(yes i am wearing my school shirt)



edit again.
im suddenly full of regret.
something i don't get often.
i dont' feel regret
but for some reason, looking at all these photos, all the past formal phoots, despite my rather lack of taking photos, i wish, i actually wish i had taken more.
i know that this is contradictory to my belief as it has been i have forever despised photos. but like dude.
MY HAIR WAS COOL BACK THEN OMG.
lol and now its just gay.
lol
that makes me sad.
to think that i had cool hair, AND I NEVER TOOK PHOTOS, no wonder chicks loved me and shit. lol ahem.
lol dammmmm. and now my hair is gay, i better do something cool with it when im in japan willing to spend 100 AUD to get the cut, and 200 AUD to get the colour :D
but yeh, looking back at the photos, i realise why everyone has been telling me phoots are good, the memories are good, i slightly agreed, saying i'll problably look back on these photos in a few years, and i am, its like 2-3 years since they have been taken and im looking back at them for the first time, im not THAT ugly phew lol.
but yeh i shouldve taken more man. i'm gonna buy myself a camera and just whore. with others of course.
lol
i guess photos are real important and stuff
but my hair is so uber gay now, i'm looking at photos that i have had with my family in recent times when my hair is long and .... yeh lol
like WHAT THE HELL lol fuckign hobo. lol
nowonder i have no friends now gosh.

lol yeh i regret not taking photso. i suddenly feel a massive gush of 遺憾, prety much meaning regret.
I FEEL SO CRAP NOW
lol
!!!! i feel like i have wasted.
that is a really bad feeling.
yeh im sorry
thats the only thing
i ever regret, and tbh its like the least likely thing i thought i would regret.
coz like i never took a camera to formals, all the photos that i have, are like stolen from photobucket and stuff, i decided to keep them for future refrence. lol, i dind't evn look at them, just saved image as, and was done with lol.
which reminds me
last year was AA and Asean ball, i don't have any pics from those, but maybe my hair was really shit, oh wait i was wearing a hat the whole time for one of them AA i think it was lol.
well, i shall remember to be gay and sacrifice some of my dignitiy this year; for memories sake, and a more fulfilled reliving of the moment, rather than just thoughts and feelings of the time(as i have been doing without photo images).
but of course, there is no point regretting, what has been done has been.. undoubtedly done.
so all i can do now, is to take more photos with friends, go out with friends more, and hopefully one day when i come home late and decide to look at photos, i will be able to look at moer enjoyable phoots and not feel the pain that i am experiencing now.

2 comments:

  1. lol pain you're experiencing now? :'[

    yes photos are good. it reminds you of good times, cos nobody takes photos of bad times.

    but sticker photos are still bad. rofl.

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  2. mmm or rather you feel obligated to look like your happy, even though you may be sad. i meanyou never see people say FROWN! when they're taking photos, unless they're trying to be a cute-chan lol.
    lol but yeh generally i guess noone photos bad times.
    sticker photos are just zz.lol

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