lol being old would be so difficult

so i was dnming with my dad. something that i rarely do. by rare i mean like i've done it like less than 5 times in my whole life, probalbly just twice? lol

ok it wasn't really dnm, but lets just call it serious talk.

and like i was trying to sort out his assets and potential investments and shit. and one massive factor went into my head that i dind't say. i was thinking, well it depends when you think you'll die lol. and i was like shit i just hit a brick wall lol .

like you have to think about ok im gonna retire then im gonna live here, and hopefully i'll die around then, then i dont' have to worry about the other stuffs. lol

dam. that sucks lol.

i guess there are other ways to think aroudn it, but yeh thats the most prominent thing that occured to me, which I haven't really like thought about deeply lol. but i guess i shoudln't have to personally worry about it myself lol.