we are all gambling!

lol
at what the more info bit says
lol cheating for asians is part of gambling!!
lol
btw the subtitles is wrong its meant to be lowest score wins

anyways
i was thinking
everyone is gambling.
or lets say living with risk.
risk of what? risk of death.
i live today thinking i can do something tomorrow because i will still be alive to do it.
i live today thinking i can do something in the future because i will still be alive to do it then.
but if i die tomorrow, then i can't do it, so i lose! lol well lose is a very loose term, but yeh
now although it is a slim risk, there is still the risk.
if i die before i have done what i wanted to do, well it doesn't really matter since im dead, and i don't believe in retaining my conscience after death; but the underlying thing is that today i gambled with myself, saying i'll do this later, hoping I will still be able, still have the chance to do whatever it is i wanted to do.

no i am not emo in case you wonders lol.
i was just thinking lol

anyway
at the same time
one can say that
thats life, nothing is for certain anyways, and if your relgious, it'll just be yeh whatever it was meant to be or what not.

but also we cannot ignore other factors, i mean there are obivously reasons why we delay things; timing being one of them. Timing like buying stocks or timing when to go holidays, things which can't be done right now, well can be, but there may be factors preventing your conscience from being at peace such as money and environmental issues.
and thus we push forward what we do.
but with that push foward, we are again taking the risk that the stocks will be cheaper to buy, the holidays prices will be cheaper, the weahter will be nicer, the "timing" will be more right.
we are in fact taking a risk with every decision.
i mean even if i bought something now, i'd be taking the risk that, oh yeh it won't get any cheaper/i won't be able to get my hands on thsi next time etc.

i think it relates to your goals and shit.
if you are not goal oriented, annd just "living" thats also fine, but maybe thats a loophole, coz in that way you won't be taking any risks. because your just "living" and not aiming for something, which can be changed by time.
but "living"... lol thats another tangent
back to this time thing.
this morning i was doing stances for training,
and god it pained and tired, and the watch was ticking, and i was counting the time, it was like for a minute. anyway, i was counting: 18,19,20, . (silence) ; where the fuck is 21!!!!! at that very moment i was like OMG!. but right after that 22 came back, and that made me think lol
my reaction towards the sudden impediment in the "time", lol this disucssion can go a long way . nah fuck it lol cbb.

anyway
see right ther, i just took the risk that i would have an opportunity to talk about 'time' again, sometime later in the future, the risk that i won't forget!, but if it was that important then i wouldn't forget, and that also links to goals and aims.
but that has some dirty link with the infamous "purpose of life" lol
which is just too murky to touch.
but yes, enough of thinking for now, im going to watch some stephen chow lol

hooray for service/food standards

there's this restaurant on russell called noodle kingdom, and like the shit is pretty cheap, like 8 dollars for a big bowl of yummy noodles
but when i went to order my wonton noodles, not only did the fuck up the order making me wait like forever , i.e. when everyone else had finished their meal, but when i actually got it the meal there was a 2mm bug in the soup. i was just like LOl. like i didn't even spot the bug. LOl it was quite lol
FAIL.
luckily i wasn't that hungry, and i didnt' end up eating there lol.

the plus is that i saved money and gained experience in the knowledge of dirty places.

lawl of a day

so today was ordinary, 5;30 wake up work what not.

and i went home early today.

so like i was bored shitless at home, and went to chaddy.

since anh was at chaddy and it was vip night i was like yeah w/e right next door lets go.

and so i was going home at like 7;30pm

and then something very LAWL happened. It was fucking packed right, and there were cars waiting everywhere in the carpark, and i was strutting back to my car, waving my shopping bag (singlet involved). and Was all happy and shit.

LIke whistling and then

AND THEN...

(I love building climaxes)

this car packed with fobs approached me... saying in mando

"Hey this dude is going home !!! LETS FOLLOW HIM !!!!"
and i had deja vu like this was back in china, and i was like damn fucking china, i love my motherland.

and then i snapped out of my deja vu and i was like ok, and then this fucking chick, who was worse than average looking fob, got out of the fucking car, and started walking next to me.

and said in broken english (derrr) "hi, are you going home" and im like yes i am thank you very much lady, and she was like "my friend want to park in your spot" and i was like errr...

and then she got out her phone and started calling her friend and was like "he is going forward, hurry and drive forward, drive past safeway, further further" and she kept talking while i kept walking and i was like damn wtf is this awkward situation i got myself in "pulp fiction" reference.

anyway i'll continue this later
part 2 tmr

wooot

so exams aactually finished.
lol
i am fair happy with the exam papers, they were sorta what a studied.
and yeh lol. yesterday, my last exam, was one of the best, all the tute quetions came up besdies some random theory which i wtfed, hopefully 80+ for exam score.
so yesteryday i went kb, and because i had exam i drank mnost of my water, and they didnt' have refillables, so being the cheap person i am, but i was really thirsty, i went to state after training to get refill of waterlol
the alternative woudl have been to spend like $2+ on like water. like no. im not breaking my notes, and didn't bring my coin pouch.
so i went to state.
and apparently your nto allowed to leave bags unattended!!! like dudeee
so the guy told me offf for leaving it on the green couches, im just like oh im getting my friend, blatantly holding a drink bottle in that hand, but of course evidence of friend getting with my phone out.
he's like no.
im like . dam you
so i go into the locker room, and as if im gonna pay 1 dollar
to get water.
lol
so i put my bag on one of the seatsat the tables in the loker room. one with like 3 people on it.
that way its less likely it'l get stolen. unless someone is pscyhologically brilliant, and knows everything. which is unlikely.
but yeh then i go in to fill my bottle; forcing me to lie again! yes, i put my bag in a locker. lol fucking dumbass.
oh but the water was freakn good. lol
nice and chilled. perfect for thirsty bodies.
i was quite satifsied, and i just made my bus after that.
was fantastic.

M W

lols

lol eavesdropping ftw not really.

riding the bus home from uni, where i borrow my overnight loan book everyday,
i was reading my text book with my ipod earphones listening to music, but it wasn't very high volume, i can still hear stuff happening.
lol
so these two chicks came on and sat at the back.
my first realisation of their conversation was this.

A: "hey i heard rumours about that sarah chick being a slut"
B: "mm yeh she is a slut"
A: "yeh she's a slut"

i was just like LOl.
such a stupid conversation
and then they went on to talk about random shit. lol but its funny. its the kind of conversation that i would make f0r humour purposes lol.

rant

I'm not a ranter but I have an exam tmr morning and i haven't studied all week due to work, early mornings but the worst of all... my right eye.

MOother fucker i have some kind of allergy on my right eye, and theres shit growing under my eyelid, and its swollen as fuck. its swollen so much i can't open my right eye at all now, The eyelid is too heavy for me to lift, and it hurts and its painful and sometime it itches and itst completely fucking me up bro.
I'm too lazy to apply for special consideration and I can't be fucked doing my exam at a deferred time, so like fuck this I'm just going to man tomorrow's exam and if I fuck up I'll just rage.

But ye my eye is fucked, every1 looks at me weird and shit, and I'm like wtf are you looking at..... ASSHOLE. Actually seroiusly my eye is fucking LOl its so swollen its like fucking LOL dude.

This is one of those stupid situations from Pulp Fiction.

Stupid, random, hilarious, cringeworthy situation.

fuck this situation. FTS.

lol failed headphones

i haven't used my headphones in a while, because its been so hot, and like i'm not gonna tka ethem to my exam with me, but last time i was using them, it suddenly started being weird, like the right ear kept cutting out on sound, i had to adjust the wires near the plug, by just pulling it on different angles lol. and i was like wtfffff.
but yeh, seems to be playing tricks.
so today i thought it'd be all nice and stuff.
but NO, it did the same thing.
lol
so now i have to abandon them, because they are no longer of musical quality to my ears.
lol

1 for D PHOENIX

EPIC Lol

EDIT:
OMG I JUST REALISED A CONNECTIOn
ITS FRIDAY THE 13TH and THE MEAL WAS 13 DOLLARS
OH MY LORD.
BLESS THEE.


today we were gonna go to our renowned lygon st restaurant, and well we did.
BUT
well the events unfolded like this.
we arrive there, then we wonder whether to sit inside or outside, hrm.
we end up sitting inside coz its cooler (according to the lady)
she puts the menus down. as per usual we are like yeh don't need to look at the menu. 10 dollar parma yeh ftw. whateverr
and then jack the noob decides to look at the menu to be.. who knows why he looked at the menu lol.
and then its like hey they changed the prices. obiovusly we think its one of those lame jack jokes, but then my super vision saw something that wasn't 10.00 and so i opened my menu, and was like :O
lol
lol
major :O
THIRTEEN DOLLARS BITCH.
for our chicken parma.
our trademark meal can no longer be bought due to random price increase ( and it coudln't have been due to inflation, since some items on the menu were same price.. however most increased also)
like WTF!!
we were just liek wtf.
so then we decide to decide on what to eat.
lol
so what DO we eat? if theres no parma?
lol
yes good quesiton
we spent like 20 minutes looking
for cheap stuff.
lol
epic man.
fuckgin epic
waitress comes up to us a few times asks us if we want drinks and shit lol
like eh no. you just upped your fucking prices, why would we even want to spend more.
lol
so we just sit there pondering
lol
pondering
away
lol
and pondering.
on and on.
until we decide pasta is the cheapest thing.
lol
lol
so i order a 9.50 entree sized universal(sauce) gnocci. oh how very entree sized it was. perhaps spending 2.50 extra for main woudl have been better. simon gets main size coz he didnt' believe in entrees, and duc entreed coz we're all saving money. jack decides to get the parma. lol
when he usually gets his steak. lol(rich)
THIRTEEN DOLLARS
THATS LIKE 30% price increase :O
:O:O:O:O
lol
zomgs.
lol
epic weird situation, we actually choosing.. taking time to choose something from the menu.
lol
epic
and so i think that will be the
LAst
time
i set foot inside that restaurant.
lol
i had a nice time in there.. when the things were of better value.
but thats what consumerism is all about isn't it. better value and stuff lol.
.
sif up the prices lol.

meet up tmr

simon is down.

6pm dinner !?!?!

jinn ok with that ?

henry?

please reply ta

1st exam

After my first exam, that is globasliation, which was so freakn abstract. but i still wrote up fair amount of crap which id unno how it'll go. i really dunno.
anyway, after it i was on the bus on the way home, and i think i saw a ufo
LOl
thats right.
i think i saw an unidentified flying object, i was just about to enter the eastern freeway via hoddle st, and to my left, in the sky was this roudn object which was reflecting light pretty well. i wondereed what it was.
it could've been a plane at a weird angle. but i'd like to bleieve it was a ufo. means im special and stuff lol. but i only saw it then, coz once the bus made the corner and stuff, there was too many obstructions in my way, so i coudlnt' see anything.

hopefully they blessed me with super powers or something.
lol

and more

Spider in the toilet

gg 2am and theres a damn spider in the toilet the size of a 20c piece at least. obviously cant go there till tomorrow morning, the spider obviously owns that area for now. hopefully its dead by the time i wake up so i can go to the toilet again.

Do you know what the fuck I'm saying

omg burns

lol stupid global warming and its hot days lol. killl me.

my friend told me he'll pick me up at 845 today for a perforamnce instead of training .and i was like wow. ok. 845! normally its at 945.
so lastnight i tried to sleepwell.
But NOOOOO. too freakn hot.
just rolled around.
like lieterally
rolling onm my bed, off my bed onto the wood bit (which was much cooler, but ,much more uncomforotable), and back on.
and then rolling vertically up and down. (this one was less helpful)
and just did not sleep. heat.
so then i get up and all
and then get to training hall and they say we;'re going to nagambie.
thatsright.
NAGAMBIE.
thats like 121 km from melbourne (accordign to road sign). iwas lik e wtf.
lol
major wtf.
lucky the performamnce was shor and iwasm't in the lion. would've ,melted.
lol anyway that was like 1 and a hafl hour
trip to and back. lucky we got free lunch (well they bought us lunch) lol.

and then come home.
watch a movie.
AND THEN A FUCKGIN POWER CUT comes.
omg.
global warming.
i don't believe you.
lol
that was for like 40 minutes. in that time i took a shower. and walked outside to feel the same heat as my house. lol. dam people with aircons.

interesting thing about globalisation lol

so in my lecture slide i saw this interesting block of colours lol

have a read of the things
its quite lolers.

no more jap tuition next year!

Today my tutor tells me that she will be leaving in mid december, back to Japan. i was like :O .
coz it was quite :O . and shes not coming back!!!!
how terribles.
so I'm just gonna have mass classes between now and then.
lol
zomgs.
lol
no more happy days...
well now i have to go and buy her a leaving present... what to get?//???

melbourne stuffs lol

melbourne's winter streets.
yes there is snow in melbourne!
actually i don't know.

woo apartment parties lol

random pic also from a while ago.

lol
i feel so demotivated right now.
i should really do some stuff